I pulled another card, and got the following, without the intent of reading reversed or not, and got the Hare, reversed:
I think the intent here is that I am focusing a bit too much on the outside and need to take care of things at home before I really can get my footing on my path. It seems like a good fit just because I know things at home are... untenable. My mom is going to need more help moving forward, especially as I see her moving more towards what is defined as "moderate dementia" symptoms.
In reality I know what I need to do, but it still feels like abandoning responsibility. Even when I know that the reality of the situation is she is going to need more care moving forward, and if I find myself unable (or unwilling?) to provide it at these stages... The difficultly moving forward is only going to get more difficult. In comes the hare, a reminder that "I may need to apply common sense to a greater degree than I have in the past". I feel like it speaks to me here.
