Meditation and visual phenomina

I haven't posted here in a long while... My bad. Haven't had a lot of paranormal activity. Though I did have something very interesting that I wanted to note down, besides in my personal journal. Did a meditation last night, before bed. I could feel my mental state switching over. But I was tired, so I opened my eyes, to lay down to sleep. After I opened my eyes I could see a black figure at the foot of my bed. Blinking didn't make it disappear, and in fact I saw it move from side to side. I addressed it, said that I could see it, but I didn't feel like it had any malevolence. I laid down, and looked up at the ceiling. I could see a black mist, swirling above my head. Blinking seemed to make it fade a bit, but looking up at it again drew it into prominence. I'm not sure what to make of this. But, it was interesting, and I took note of it after waking up.

Dreaming of nighttime break ins

Last nights dreams were fairly interesting.  I was at home, and I was looking out my back window. I saw outside a deck, and beyond that a sparse treeline.  Beyond that was a River of some sort, and on the other bank wthere was more housing.

I noticed that underneith the window, where there was an air fresnher, there was now a switch.  I noticed across the river that the lights turned on, and then I flipped this switch again the lights went off.  There were more switches and I flipped them as well and more lights in a house across the street turned on.  

I looked at at the river again and noticed a little dingy out in the water.  I looked at the clock and notice it is late at night and that there wasn't enough time to go across the river.  So I decided to wait until the next day to go across the river and break into what I called "The Nunnery"  I went to sleep in the dream and then when I wok eup the switch was gone.  I waited until the next night and the swith reappeared.   Though when it got dark out I noticed a police officer outside poking around.  I waited until he was gone and then went and flipped the switches to turn on the lights.


I went out to the small boat and went across the lake and got to the other shore.  I did drift down river a bit more than I wanted to, but I somehhow found my way to the correct house.  I noticed that there were nuns walking around and I went up to the second floor.  I noticed that I was suddenly female in this dream and went up to a guy who saw me.  I somehow got away from him by posing as a nun and got inside the building.  I knew the nuns inside would know that I didn't belong and I made my way quickly though the building.  I found myself on the mans floor sleeping area,  I saw all the crosses hanging on the doors, and I entered a room so that a nun wouldn't see me.  I hid in an empty bunk and one of hte nuns  walked into the room when I crawled into the bed... they woke up the young man in the next bed over, and they both left.  As I laied there hiding I had a flash of insight as to why I was there.  I was to kill the person who ran the building.  I saw myself stabbing him repeatedly. After I stabbed him, his cell phone rang.  I remember thinking that "He was beat with cottentail."  THere was wallpaper on the walls, I believe I was in a libary, and underneaith the wallpaper there was writing.

I don't remember anything else.

Moves and Races

Another dream post.  Last night I found myself dreaming about watching a movie in my brothers room.  For some reason his girlfriend, and our father were all crammed into his bedroom watching a movie.  The scenes on the TV swtiched between watching the movie, which I don't remember and watching a race on TV.

The race was made up of production cars racing each other. The scene that stood out to me was one were there were a bunch of burning vehicles lying on the sides of the roads, and the cars that were still left weaving between the burning wrecks.

The final scene was where the winning car turned into a transfromer type robot.

I feel like I actually forgot alot of this dream though.

Dreams of cobblestoned streets, and card games.

I was wandering though a series of cobblestone streets.  To my left was a railing heading down the side of a mountain, and the view beyond that was breathtaking. I was running around with a young woman, dark colored hair, fair colored skin.

As we ran around this cobblestone and brick community I saw a young man, looking very similar to David Tennant from Doctor Who.  I ignored him at first, continuing to spend time with whom I was with.  I went the opposite direction from him.  I remember heading back towards where the edge of the community was, along with the railing and the edge of the mountain. I saw him there again, even though I went the other direction.  He was there with a young woman who looked very similar to Nicole, though quite younger, as well as another young woman.  They were running around and generally having fun, similar to myself and my friend, though I couldn't be sure if it was a date like setting or just friends hanging out.


I found myself in a room, I believe it was with the same group of people though I honestly couldn't be certain. I found myself in what looked like to be a home.  Except there was a man behind a counter in the main entrance.  The young man we were with nodded at him and walked off to the left, down a hallway and into a room.  In there there was a dining room table, a half-wall with a pulled down shutter, and a ticket dispenser.

We sat at the table and he took out some cards, and we started to play a card game.  I blinked and it was like we had eaten dinner.  There were bits of melted butter on the table, and dirty dishes.  We were now playing a version of go fish.  I noticed that they had not put out cards for me, and I didn't say anything.

I blinked again and the cards were now away and someone was saying "The Lawyers (or something similar)" are coming, we have to clean up.  I remember scrambling to pick up silverware and kept dropping them or falling off the plates.

As an off note I also remebered some scenes from a different dream.  Me being in my home and having 3 sets of vitamins, as though I hadn't taken them in a while.  Some were more like cough drops instead of vitamins though.  Also wearing one work shoe and one shoe that is my normal 'every day' shoe.

Meditation Visions

I haven't written anything for this blog in quite a while... Mostly because everything has been quiet for a long time.  Not really a bad thing.  Last night I had an expeirence for the first time in quite a while.  Meditated did some chakra work, and gnerally enjoyed the sensations that come with doing such.  The usual tingles and feelings of weightlessness etc.  I noticed for the first time in quite a while an image playing across my vision.




 Its always interesting to note these because in the past they were always just that, notewothy and usually had something interesting to do with what was going on with me around the same time.  This time around I'm not too sure what to think about it.  I saw a skull of a bull. This image played around in front of me for quite a while, and slowly expanded to include what was seemingly a sand mandala surrounding the skull.

 I also asked my guides to give me their names.  Though I did that after having the vision. I did not remember my dreams from last night though.

Driving, Trains, and Buildings exloading.

I was in a car with another person, though who it was I cannot remember.  We were driving to a place where the employees for a company would park and then ride a train to work.  We got there by driving though a set of plastic dividers, and on the bottom of them where shells like from very large little-neck clams, or some other clam like that.  We drove though them doing 30 or 40 MPH and I rememer worrying that we might damage the clam portion on the bottom due to the speed we were going.  But I believe the driver was afraid that we were going to miss the train.

We got to the place where we are supposed to park, but there was a do not enter sign.  The driver ignored it and drove though the wrong way and parked in a parking space.

Somehow we got to the factory where these items were being made, what they were I cannot remember, though i remember talking to someone who worked there and they mentioned that "There are no handles on the doors."

As I was talking with them an alarm started sounding.  There came with it a voice over the intercoms saying for everyone to evacuate to the 3rd floor.  I saw in my minds eye (or outside of myself?  The building outside?)  A window in the 3rd floor explode outward and a huge fireball follow.

I woke up to my alarm.

Flying cars, and bridges from nowhere.

In last nights dream I found myself in a convertable car.  The car was flying though the air, though inky blackness,  I remember playing with the channels, and 'seeing' the names of the channels going by above the vehicle, like in GTA.  After going though the stations I turned off the radio and soon afterwards the car landed on a bride.  I got out of it and looked back, and saw just a wall of blackness, almost like a scene from Silent Hill.

As I looked back I noticed a brock wall appering out of nowhere, and walked towards it... following that another couple of wals slowly merging together into a single wall.  Looking closer I noticed a crack and though it a single spiral staircase.  Somehow I knew that this was a staircase going up from a basement, and not one heading downward.

As I looked I saw though the crack a shadow slowly shuffling towards me, and heard moans, slowly growing in strengh.  From behind I was attacked by a zombie and I remember attemptign to attack it with my bare hands.  I was awoken by the alarm clock before the dream could continue.