Meditation Visions

I haven't written anything for this blog in quite a while... Mostly because everything has been quiet for a long time.  Not really a bad thing.  Last night I had an expeirence for the first time in quite a while.  Meditated did some chakra work, and gnerally enjoyed the sensations that come with doing such.  The usual tingles and feelings of weightlessness etc.  I noticed for the first time in quite a while an image playing across my vision.




 Its always interesting to note these because in the past they were always just that, notewothy and usually had something interesting to do with what was going on with me around the same time.  This time around I'm not too sure what to think about it.  I saw a skull of a bull. This image played around in front of me for quite a while, and slowly expanded to include what was seemingly a sand mandala surrounding the skull.

 I also asked my guides to give me their names.  Though I did that after having the vision. I did not remember my dreams from last night though.

I done went and did a thing.

I've always been very interested in Drummond, as Luinbariel is aware.

I decided to try to contact my own guides for once.  I started by lighting my candle, as sad as it probably is for this purpose.  I then started meditating, and waited till I could feel my energy.

I requested from my guides, that I wish for their council, tonight in my dreams, or to work though me tonight if they so wished it.  I said that they could use my candle as a beacon, that it was lit for them to help find me. 

I poured energy into it, while accepting more into myself.  The energy leaving both of my hands were blue, from my left, and green from my right.  The energy entering me was white to yellow in color.

I then worked on my shielding, programming them to let Luinbariel, Drummond, and my guides in.  While keeping those wishing me harm or those with negative influence out.  While doing this I felt something akin to a hand hold my left forearm. Followed by tingling in my left foot and left hand.

I also felt my right bicep twinge when I was setting up a shield to help protect me from scrying attempts from someone that I know has the ability to remote view.

While doing that last one, the candle in front of me flickered a few times, and I saw it play on the inside of my eyelids.

Sigils...

Ive been kinda lacking in doing esoteric things lately... so I got a kick in the butt, and have made a few sigils... one is hand drawn, and is above me currently...

The other is private as well, but was made on the computer... this was the second attempt and I think it looks better than the first. Much more compact.