Meditation Visions

I haven't written anything for this blog in quite a while... Mostly because everything has been quiet for a long time.  Not really a bad thing.  Last night I had an expeirence for the first time in quite a while.  Meditated did some chakra work, and gnerally enjoyed the sensations that come with doing such.  The usual tingles and feelings of weightlessness etc.  I noticed for the first time in quite a while an image playing across my vision.




 Its always interesting to note these because in the past they were always just that, notewothy and usually had something interesting to do with what was going on with me around the same time.  This time around I'm not too sure what to think about it.  I saw a skull of a bull. This image played around in front of me for quite a while, and slowly expanded to include what was seemingly a sand mandala surrounding the skull.

 I also asked my guides to give me their names.  Though I did that after having the vision. I did not remember my dreams from last night though.

I done went and did a thing.

I've always been very interested in Drummond, as Luinbariel is aware.

I decided to try to contact my own guides for once.  I started by lighting my candle, as sad as it probably is for this purpose.  I then started meditating, and waited till I could feel my energy.

I requested from my guides, that I wish for their council, tonight in my dreams, or to work though me tonight if they so wished it.  I said that they could use my candle as a beacon, that it was lit for them to help find me. 

I poured energy into it, while accepting more into myself.  The energy leaving both of my hands were blue, from my left, and green from my right.  The energy entering me was white to yellow in color.

I then worked on my shielding, programming them to let Luinbariel, Drummond, and my guides in.  While keeping those wishing me harm or those with negative influence out.  While doing this I felt something akin to a hand hold my left forearm. Followed by tingling in my left foot and left hand.

I also felt my right bicep twinge when I was setting up a shield to help protect me from scrying attempts from someone that I know has the ability to remote view.

While doing that last one, the candle in front of me flickered a few times, and I saw it play on the inside of my eyelids.

Odd meditation experience.

Well, a long day prevented me from posting this before now.

I had an odd experience last night, while meditating after taking some Nyqil.  Probably not the smartest thing to attempt, since any results would be suspect, but I wouldn't be the first person to use a substance and then attempt something metaphysical related.

I was meditating, and I had an odd sensation.  Instead of the usual 'I can feel energy' sensation it was more like a rhythmic pounding.  Not that many people would understand the sound I'm talking about.  Its was something akin to something bouncing off of a rotating blade at a high rate of speed, a rhythmic pounding.

I was lying back feeling the energy. But instead of being smooth, it felt like that.  It also felt like my arms and legs were getting pulled away from my core.  Down, and away, and then after being stretched, away  to my left. All the while, the rhythmic pounding.  It was just an odd experience. I fell asleep a short while afterwards.

NaNoWriMo

Well, after alot of hemming and hawing and such, I finally decided to participate in National Novel Writing Month... fun fun.

That along with a few other things that have come up will make this month pretty busy, but it should be fun... I need to work on meditation more, I need to do more work with energy manipulation too.  I just need to *do* more I guess... Ive been lax... ah well.

I should do a tarot pull but its late... and Ive written close to 1600 words tonight so... Ill pick it up again tomorrow maybe?

Another Tarot Pull

No images today, until I can figure out a better way to set it up.
Six of pentacles reversed. was todays problem. Four of swords, reversed, was todays solution.

The Six of pentacles while reversed deals with being purse proud, not giving when one should, jealsouy, bad debts, present prosperity threatened. Gifts given as a bribe.

This is an interesting card to note, because I have been receiving less hours at work, but also told my parents if need be, I can take over one of the household bills to be able to help them out...

The Four of swords, reversed deals with renewed activity, qualified success.. Movement in ones affairs; social unrest. A caution to be wise, circumspect and economical.

Also interesting, considering the other card here. I suppose its telling me that, I shouldn't be too selfish as to not help out, but to be do so within my means, and not overreach my bounds.

Good advice for anyone I suppose. In other news, I woke up this morning at 4:30, to a ball of light, flashing before my eyes, and being very light sensitive. I also meditated this morning, grounded myself, cleansed my chakras, and attempted to setup a 'sensing' shield. I should work on it more, later perhaps.

Energy Work

Did some energy work last night, in hopes of contacting an entity. Didn't have any results last night, but last time I tried this experiment it took a day or two for something to happen. I am not working till noon again tomorrow so I have more time to see if I have any strange dreams, maybe I will re-invite the entity to my dreams tonight again.