Meditated before bed. Laid down to sleep. Drifted into a meditative state before sleeping. Had the following dream. I was at my home in reality, except it had a more impressive type of gating system for the yard. I had a bunch of cows and goats fenced in. A tree of some sort, surrounded by a fence was in the yard across from mine.
If you crossed that fence, I know, you would be stopped from touching the tree by some various animal. I belive it was a bear. Well a bunch of lions were running around outside of the fence, and I believe they were trying to take my livestock.
I ended up shoving one of the lions over the fence into the tree, which, if its the same tree from memory, opens a portal into another place. Though I am not sure what it could be. I need to do some research into it.
After that, the guardian creature appeared and started fighting off the lions, I took that time to gather some of them and add them to my 'farm' where they suddenly quieted down and became more docile.
I closed and latched all the gates, while putting some of the animals into a 'barn' which is my shed in reality. I then whent and jumped the fence to go inside. I looked at my 'water rock' or something similar. It was a stone, split in half, and even though it was removed from its source, water still spilt from it when they wre split. Even though there was no place for the water to come from.
Since I was reading a book on zen... The rock could suggest some from of enlightenment, the gathering of animals is bringing differentthings under control, and introducing them to spirituality. Since water has been a symbol for spirituality and knowledge in the past for me. In this case the rock having the ability to spring water from nothing sugguests either that my subconcious mind is making the connected from form and function not being that far removed, in fact being one in the same. *shrugs*
Showing posts with label Meditation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Meditation. Show all posts
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Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Meditation and visual phenomina
I haven't posted here in a long while... My bad.
Haven't had a lot of paranormal activity. Though I did have something very interesting that I wanted to note down, besides in my personal journal.
Did a meditation last night, before bed. I could feel my mental state switching over. But I was tired, so I opened my eyes, to lay down to sleep. After I opened my eyes I could see a black figure at the foot of my bed. Blinking didn't make it disappear, and in fact I saw it move from side to side. I addressed it, said that I could see it, but I didn't feel like it had any malevolence. I laid down, and looked up at the ceiling. I could see a black mist, swirling above my head. Blinking seemed to make it fade a bit, but looking up at it again drew it into prominence. I'm not sure what to make of this. But, it was interesting, and I took note of it after waking up.
Monday, August 6, 2012
Meditation Visions
I haven't written anything for this blog in quite a while... Mostly because everything has been quiet for a long time. Not really a bad thing. Last night I had an expeirence for the first time in quite a while. Meditated did some chakra work, and gnerally enjoyed the sensations that come with doing such. The usual tingles and feelings of weightlessness etc. I noticed for the first time in quite a while an image playing across my vision.
Its always interesting to note these because in the past they were always just that, notewothy and usually had something interesting to do with what was going on with me around the same time. This time around I'm not too sure what to think about it. I saw a skull of a bull. This image played around in front of me for quite a while, and slowly expanded to include what was seemingly a sand mandala surrounding the skull.
I also asked my guides to give me their names. Though I did that after having the vision. I did not remember my dreams from last night though.
Its always interesting to note these because in the past they were always just that, notewothy and usually had something interesting to do with what was going on with me around the same time. This time around I'm not too sure what to think about it. I saw a skull of a bull. This image played around in front of me for quite a while, and slowly expanded to include what was seemingly a sand mandala surrounding the skull.
I also asked my guides to give me their names. Though I did that after having the vision. I did not remember my dreams from last night though.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
I done went and did a thing.
I've always been very interested in Drummond, as Luinbariel is aware.
I decided to try to contact my own guides for once. I started by lighting my candle, as sad as it probably is for this purpose. I then started meditating, and waited till I could feel my energy.
I requested from my guides, that I wish for their council, tonight in my dreams, or to work though me tonight if they so wished it. I said that they could use my candle as a beacon, that it was lit for them to help find me.
I poured energy into it, while accepting more into myself. The energy leaving both of my hands were blue, from my left, and green from my right. The energy entering me was white to yellow in color.
I then worked on my shielding, programming them to let Luinbariel, Drummond, and my guides in. While keeping those wishing me harm or those with negative influence out. While doing this I felt something akin to a hand hold my left forearm. Followed by tingling in my left foot and left hand.
I also felt my right bicep twinge when I was setting up a shield to help protect me from scrying attempts from someone that I know has the ability to remote view.
While doing that last one, the candle in front of me flickered a few times, and I saw it play on the inside of my eyelids.
I decided to try to contact my own guides for once. I started by lighting my candle, as sad as it probably is for this purpose. I then started meditating, and waited till I could feel my energy.
I requested from my guides, that I wish for their council, tonight in my dreams, or to work though me tonight if they so wished it. I said that they could use my candle as a beacon, that it was lit for them to help find me.
I poured energy into it, while accepting more into myself. The energy leaving both of my hands were blue, from my left, and green from my right. The energy entering me was white to yellow in color.
I then worked on my shielding, programming them to let Luinbariel, Drummond, and my guides in. While keeping those wishing me harm or those with negative influence out. While doing this I felt something akin to a hand hold my left forearm. Followed by tingling in my left foot and left hand.
I also felt my right bicep twinge when I was setting up a shield to help protect me from scrying attempts from someone that I know has the ability to remote view.
While doing that last one, the candle in front of me flickered a few times, and I saw it play on the inside of my eyelids.
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Failed meditation, and a dream
Well, I had planed on attempting a bit of a dream experiment... But I ended up falling asleep while in the middle of the meditation...
Regardless, I did have at least one interesting dream that I remember, after waking up at 8AM, and remembering nothing, I fell asleep for 2 hours and remembered the following.
I was at work. The entire deli and seafood area was torn apart, and a large number of construction workers were working in the seafood area, replacing items. I remember feeling out of it, in this dream, foggy and hazy.
I remember that I thought there were customers around, still waiting to be helped, even though there was literally nothing to be sold because the cases were torn apart. I remember looking at the desks in the seafood area and seeing three of them stacked on top of one another. I reached up to grab something and spilled a bunch of tiny plastic cups, like the ones the kitchen uses to put dipping sauces in, onto the floor.
I felt like I was stumbling, so I left the area.
I found myself in something resembling a home. There was a fairly large gathering of people. I am actually not sure how many of them I actually remember knowing.
I do remember one person that stood out from the rest. A young woman, who was sitting by herself for most of the evening. I just walked up to her and struck up a conversation.
The details of it have faded, but her demeanor reminded me a lot of Luna from Harry Potter.
I remember her spilling her drink when she was pouring herself something and that she just stared at where it fell on the table, and I wiped it up for her.
There was another dream... but for the life of me I cannot remember it.
Regardless, I did have at least one interesting dream that I remember, after waking up at 8AM, and remembering nothing, I fell asleep for 2 hours and remembered the following.
I was at work. The entire deli and seafood area was torn apart, and a large number of construction workers were working in the seafood area, replacing items. I remember feeling out of it, in this dream, foggy and hazy.
I remember that I thought there were customers around, still waiting to be helped, even though there was literally nothing to be sold because the cases were torn apart. I remember looking at the desks in the seafood area and seeing three of them stacked on top of one another. I reached up to grab something and spilled a bunch of tiny plastic cups, like the ones the kitchen uses to put dipping sauces in, onto the floor.
I felt like I was stumbling, so I left the area.
I found myself in something resembling a home. There was a fairly large gathering of people. I am actually not sure how many of them I actually remember knowing.
I do remember one person that stood out from the rest. A young woman, who was sitting by herself for most of the evening. I just walked up to her and struck up a conversation.
The details of it have faded, but her demeanor reminded me a lot of Luna from Harry Potter.
I remember her spilling her drink when she was pouring herself something and that she just stared at where it fell on the table, and I wiped it up for her.
There was another dream... but for the life of me I cannot remember it.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
More meditation imagery.
I was lying down for bed last night. Relaxing as I normally do, slipping into a meditative state.
I noticed something that looked like intestines, or maybe worms? Followed by teeth, they looked canine, it went from seeing the outside to seeing it from the inside of the mouth.
Don't remember much from my dreams last night though...
Whatever that was about :-/
I noticed something that looked like intestines, or maybe worms? Followed by teeth, they looked canine, it went from seeing the outside to seeing it from the inside of the mouth.
Don't remember much from my dreams last night though...
Whatever that was about :-/
Monday, March 12, 2012
Meditation symbols, Multiple dreams. What?
Okay...
So, Before falling asleep I saw an image while meditating.
It was of a tree, stretching up wards looking normal, but the bottom of it, where one would expect to see roots was more like two large roots coming from either end, looking more like fangs, or triangles.
I drew a rough sketch above, of what it was similar to.
I also did some energy work, saw some more baby blue background colors, did some shielding with specific instructions on who or what was allowed in, I specifically said to 'let the dreams come' while doing the sheilding.
I had a dream about being at work, where Rosi asked me to stay til 1:30 instead of staying til 1. Fun fact, I got out of work early Sunday, 1PM, instead of staying til 2. *shrugs*
Another dream was me being at home, taking vitamins. For some reason I couldn't swallow the multivitamin. I kept chocking on it, and spitting it back into my hand, and it was melting quite badly. I attempted to take it one more time, and it ended up breaking in my mouth into three pieces, and one of them lodged into the back of my throat. I remember spitting out two of them, and feeling the last one lodged there, chocking on it. Reaching back into my throat I attempted to grab it with my fingers.
I woke up, made a recording of the dream on my DVR, and then went back to sleep.
The next dream was also quite interesting. I dreamed that I stole my brothers lighter from his room, and took it to mine. While I was there I smoked a couple of cigarettes then grabbed something else. It looked like this.
It was tied with red yarn, and was quite dry, smoldered quite a bit, but stayed lit when it was dragged on.
I mention that it is similar to the thing that I saw while meditating, but it wasn't have the pointed edges at the bottom, though the thing in the meditation reminded me more of a tree, where this is a bound bundle...
I was smoking these things in my room, and it was quite dark... I remember seeing the color of the flame from the lighter dancing across the room when I lit one of these things. The cigarettes didn't have much effect on me, but when I lit the bundle it felt like I had suddenly drank a whole six pack of beer in short order. Buzzed and or drunk, I remember getting up, and going to my door of my room, and looking out into the hallway, I blew smoke into the hallway and watched it linger. I looked towards my parents room, and closed the door, noticing the light was on in their room, but only near my mothers computer.
I sat down and relight the bundle, and noticed it seemed to have some sort of leaves on the edges of the sticks, but not down into the base. I took a few more puffs, and then the door to my room opened. I remember shaking the stick and watching the embers go out, the smoke waft into the air. I put it behind my bed, and took a leaf from a tree and put it next to it. The lighter was still in my hand, still lit, even though I had a hard time lighting it the second time and I remember hiding it behind my back, I remember seeing the light playing off my arms, and closing the lid to put it out, but never being burned, or anything catching on fire even though I remember putting it down on my bed while it was still on.
My brother was in my doorway showing me a rope that was seemingly chewed though. it was alternating yellow/orange/black rope. He went to go show my mother, and her door was now closed and he just walked into her room like he did mine. I took the lighter downstairs, and it was really dark down there too. My father was sitting in his recliner in the living room, and said hello. I went and put the lighter into my brothers room and left it on his tower speaker.
I also barely remember having a dream about an angel like figure being chased down for one reason or another, but also remember believing that it wasn't me that they were chasing... maybe I was watching someone else being chased?
*shrugs*
So, Before falling asleep I saw an image while meditating.
It was of a tree, stretching up wards looking normal, but the bottom of it, where one would expect to see roots was more like two large roots coming from either end, looking more like fangs, or triangles.
I drew a rough sketch above, of what it was similar to.
I also did some energy work, saw some more baby blue background colors, did some shielding with specific instructions on who or what was allowed in, I specifically said to 'let the dreams come' while doing the sheilding.
I had a dream about being at work, where Rosi asked me to stay til 1:30 instead of staying til 1. Fun fact, I got out of work early Sunday, 1PM, instead of staying til 2. *shrugs*
Another dream was me being at home, taking vitamins. For some reason I couldn't swallow the multivitamin. I kept chocking on it, and spitting it back into my hand, and it was melting quite badly. I attempted to take it one more time, and it ended up breaking in my mouth into three pieces, and one of them lodged into the back of my throat. I remember spitting out two of them, and feeling the last one lodged there, chocking on it. Reaching back into my throat I attempted to grab it with my fingers.
I woke up, made a recording of the dream on my DVR, and then went back to sleep.
The next dream was also quite interesting. I dreamed that I stole my brothers lighter from his room, and took it to mine. While I was there I smoked a couple of cigarettes then grabbed something else. It looked like this.
It was tied with red yarn, and was quite dry, smoldered quite a bit, but stayed lit when it was dragged on.
I mention that it is similar to the thing that I saw while meditating, but it wasn't have the pointed edges at the bottom, though the thing in the meditation reminded me more of a tree, where this is a bound bundle...
I was smoking these things in my room, and it was quite dark... I remember seeing the color of the flame from the lighter dancing across the room when I lit one of these things. The cigarettes didn't have much effect on me, but when I lit the bundle it felt like I had suddenly drank a whole six pack of beer in short order. Buzzed and or drunk, I remember getting up, and going to my door of my room, and looking out into the hallway, I blew smoke into the hallway and watched it linger. I looked towards my parents room, and closed the door, noticing the light was on in their room, but only near my mothers computer.
I sat down and relight the bundle, and noticed it seemed to have some sort of leaves on the edges of the sticks, but not down into the base. I took a few more puffs, and then the door to my room opened. I remember shaking the stick and watching the embers go out, the smoke waft into the air. I put it behind my bed, and took a leaf from a tree and put it next to it. The lighter was still in my hand, still lit, even though I had a hard time lighting it the second time and I remember hiding it behind my back, I remember seeing the light playing off my arms, and closing the lid to put it out, but never being burned, or anything catching on fire even though I remember putting it down on my bed while it was still on.
My brother was in my doorway showing me a rope that was seemingly chewed though. it was alternating yellow/orange/black rope. He went to go show my mother, and her door was now closed and he just walked into her room like he did mine. I took the lighter downstairs, and it was really dark down there too. My father was sitting in his recliner in the living room, and said hello. I went and put the lighter into my brothers room and left it on his tower speaker.
I also barely remember having a dream about an angel like figure being chased down for one reason or another, but also remember believing that it wasn't me that they were chasing... maybe I was watching someone else being chased?
*shrugs*
Friday, March 2, 2012
Dreams of Home. Dreams of Luin, possibly. Meditation Visions, Oh My!
So, I had a few dreams last night, after saying that I hadn't been remembering any.
I was at home, seemingly alone, in my eldest brothers room, watching his TV, seemingly Friday night television, he wasn't home, but I believe Teddy, the puppy that my family has recently gotten was with me. Overall the feeling of the dream was 'dark' but not 'menacing'. I believe that I had to take him out at one point... I mention in a recording that it was weird...
As for hat I did remember upon waking...
I had a dream about having a dream. In the dream I wrote down a dream that I had about Luin in her attic. There was a ramp going up and coming from there was leaves blowing down. From what I could tell I was seeing though her eyes, and she was attempting some sort of ritual. As she was doing it, the leaves were blowing around her, like a cyclone of some sort. If I had to guess they were comming out of a broken skylight or something similar.
I was writing these details down on a piece of paper using a pencil in the dream that I had. But it was like remembering a dream within a dream.
Also while I was trying to fall asleep I had a vision of a snow embankment. Sitting in it was a head. As I watched it, it slowly melted down into the embankment until it disappeared.
In other news... I'm still sick, called my doctor and he wants to continue the medicine I'm on now, and wants me to stay out of work for a few more days, Rosi, my assistant manager isn't going to schedule me until Friday of next week. Bless her.
I was at home, seemingly alone, in my eldest brothers room, watching his TV, seemingly Friday night television, he wasn't home, but I believe Teddy, the puppy that my family has recently gotten was with me. Overall the feeling of the dream was 'dark' but not 'menacing'. I believe that I had to take him out at one point... I mention in a recording that it was weird...
As for hat I did remember upon waking...
I had a dream about having a dream. In the dream I wrote down a dream that I had about Luin in her attic. There was a ramp going up and coming from there was leaves blowing down. From what I could tell I was seeing though her eyes, and she was attempting some sort of ritual. As she was doing it, the leaves were blowing around her, like a cyclone of some sort. If I had to guess they were comming out of a broken skylight or something similar.
I was writing these details down on a piece of paper using a pencil in the dream that I had. But it was like remembering a dream within a dream.
Also while I was trying to fall asleep I had a vision of a snow embankment. Sitting in it was a head. As I watched it, it slowly melted down into the embankment until it disappeared.
In other news... I'm still sick, called my doctor and he wants to continue the medicine I'm on now, and wants me to stay out of work for a few more days, Rosi, my assistant manager isn't going to schedule me until Friday of next week. Bless her.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Pair of dreams
Well. I had a fun morning :).
Also dreamed last night, but this mornings fun didn't allow me to post about it till now.
I dreamed that I was in an SUV of some sort, driving, We entered some sort of park, where we were supposed to be walking though, but instead drove though the wooden gateway and down the path. There were times where I thought the vehicle would stop because of the water, and others where I thought it wouldn't fit over the footbridge or something similar. We drove past groups of exotic animals like flamingos and other such animals.
There was a point in this dream where I came across a crashed police car, and I believe I was being chased. I took out the gun and ammo and placed it somewhere, and then had the thought. "Now I am going to replay this level and grab it from this container."
I noticed after I got out of the SUV I noticed I was with someone else, and after grabbing these items, i was that other person. As the other person i was being chased and shot at, running though the woods.
The other dream Jon my second manager at work, was back and Megan was hanging off his back while I was talking to him. I remember him looking at me and asking. "Is it really that important right now?"
*shrugs*
Ha. A dream about making a recording too... I was being chased because as the 'second character' from the first dream I had grabbed something or other that I shouldn't have.
For the record, I did meditate last night a bit, fell asleep while doing so, but didn't open any chakras.
Also dreamed last night, but this mornings fun didn't allow me to post about it till now.
I dreamed that I was in an SUV of some sort, driving, We entered some sort of park, where we were supposed to be walking though, but instead drove though the wooden gateway and down the path. There were times where I thought the vehicle would stop because of the water, and others where I thought it wouldn't fit over the footbridge or something similar. We drove past groups of exotic animals like flamingos and other such animals.
There was a point in this dream where I came across a crashed police car, and I believe I was being chased. I took out the gun and ammo and placed it somewhere, and then had the thought. "Now I am going to replay this level and grab it from this container."
I noticed after I got out of the SUV I noticed I was with someone else, and after grabbing these items, i was that other person. As the other person i was being chased and shot at, running though the woods.
The other dream Jon my second manager at work, was back and Megan was hanging off his back while I was talking to him. I remember him looking at me and asking. "Is it really that important right now?"
*shrugs*
Ha. A dream about making a recording too... I was being chased because as the 'second character' from the first dream I had grabbed something or other that I shouldn't have.
For the record, I did meditate last night a bit, fell asleep while doing so, but didn't open any chakras.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Odd meditation experience.
Well, a long day prevented me from posting this before now.
I had an odd experience last night, while meditating after taking some Nyqil. Probably not the smartest thing to attempt, since any results would be suspect, but I wouldn't be the first person to use a substance and then attempt something metaphysical related.
I was meditating, and I had an odd sensation. Instead of the usual 'I can feel energy' sensation it was more like a rhythmic pounding. Not that many people would understand the sound I'm talking about. Its was something akin to something bouncing off of a rotating blade at a high rate of speed, a rhythmic pounding.
I was lying back feeling the energy. But instead of being smooth, it felt like that. It also felt like my arms and legs were getting pulled away from my core. Down, and away, and then after being stretched, away to my left. All the while, the rhythmic pounding. It was just an odd experience. I fell asleep a short while afterwards.
I had an odd experience last night, while meditating after taking some Nyqil. Probably not the smartest thing to attempt, since any results would be suspect, but I wouldn't be the first person to use a substance and then attempt something metaphysical related.
I was meditating, and I had an odd sensation. Instead of the usual 'I can feel energy' sensation it was more like a rhythmic pounding. Not that many people would understand the sound I'm talking about. Its was something akin to something bouncing off of a rotating blade at a high rate of speed, a rhythmic pounding.
I was lying back feeling the energy. But instead of being smooth, it felt like that. It also felt like my arms and legs were getting pulled away from my core. Down, and away, and then after being stretched, away to my left. All the while, the rhythmic pounding. It was just an odd experience. I fell asleep a short while afterwards.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Strange night.
Well... that was a decidedly strange night for sure. It started out with me talking to Luinbariel about a few things, mentioning shields and such. So I decided. "Its been a while since I worked on mine, I might as well..."
So I got down to it. Got off the computer around 11:30ish, probably 10 or so minutes later, within reason. I went though the steps, opening chakras, bringing in energy into myself, flushing grounding, all of that. First thing that happened. While doing the meditation I felt as if my body was approaching a wall. As if I was flying though the darkness that is typical of my void meditation and approaching something. It came from my right side. My body jerked as if I was attempting to move away from whatever I was approaching (I am going to upload the recordings when I'm done, check 111205_001.mp3 for this recording.) I made a note in this that I also attempted to make my detection shield as well.
EDIT: After i made my shield (why did I make it rusy orange in color? I have no idea.) I started at my head, an willed energy down though my body, with the intent of pushing out impurities and other such things. I felt the pressure build as I went though iht, When I was near my throat I felt the pressure in my stomach/solar plexuses/sacral chakra's, as I went lower so did the pressure, until it was all down by my feet, which is where grounding takes place, that and the root... It was odd as well...
1:56 in the morning (111205_002.mp3) I had a dream where I had a chat with Luin over IRC. She was video chatting with people and that she remembered when she needed a youtube account. That she was going to 'use it until it falls'. She was also discussing about how she was working on 'getting me there' (to where she lives?" and that it was going to cost $69... *shrugs*
There was something else, as noted in 111205_003.mp3
I had a dream where there were at least two four headed dogs in my dreams. They had heads on either side of their body, if you ever seen the cartoon Catdog, you know what I'm getting at, except two heads on either side. At one point one of them had a human head on one side, and two dog heads on the other. It was strange, enough so that I believe that is why I ended up waking up when I did.
And then there was the dream where someone else and I were going though a place. Sort of like a waterpark, We were friends with the owner, and we ended up launching a watercraft out of one area into another. We ended up breaking a glass partition, and I offered to pay for it. Someone was chasing us, so I jumped down and landed into another pool of water.
I then was at work suddenly talking to Chantal. On the table was a group of labels with sticky backing, stapled with a staple gun, each end of one attached to the next with the staples, with the ends pointing at a chair. Decidedly strange.
111205_004 mentions that I said in the dream where I was upstairs at work, that I had 'gone though it multiple times, and that the second time through I managed to make them think it wasn't my fault. I seem to remember having the dream, at least twice, where the outcomes were different...
AND 111205_005. I was working in the grocery back room, still for the Deli as I do IRL. I was looking for our order to get back to the deli. It was on top of a large metal shelving. I had to go up some hydraulically controlled stairs to get on top of these shelves. Where I could see the stuff I wanted. I remember watching someone control these stairs with wonder and awe. The stairs had a series of buttons on the handrail on the side, so that you could control how high it went up.
Even though I wasn't allowed to couch the power jacks I was chosen to help someone do some work in the back room, to get the items for the Deli.
These are the 5 recordings in question.
So I got down to it. Got off the computer around 11:30ish, probably 10 or so minutes later, within reason. I went though the steps, opening chakras, bringing in energy into myself, flushing grounding, all of that. First thing that happened. While doing the meditation I felt as if my body was approaching a wall. As if I was flying though the darkness that is typical of my void meditation and approaching something. It came from my right side. My body jerked as if I was attempting to move away from whatever I was approaching (I am going to upload the recordings when I'm done, check 111205_001.mp3 for this recording.) I made a note in this that I also attempted to make my detection shield as well.
EDIT: After i made my shield (why did I make it rusy orange in color? I have no idea.) I started at my head, an willed energy down though my body, with the intent of pushing out impurities and other such things. I felt the pressure build as I went though iht, When I was near my throat I felt the pressure in my stomach/solar plexuses/sacral chakra's, as I went lower so did the pressure, until it was all down by my feet, which is where grounding takes place, that and the root... It was odd as well...
1:56 in the morning (111205_002.mp3) I had a dream where I had a chat with Luin over IRC. She was video chatting with people and that she remembered when she needed a youtube account. That she was going to 'use it until it falls'. She was also discussing about how she was working on 'getting me there' (to where she lives?" and that it was going to cost $69... *shrugs*
There was something else, as noted in 111205_003.mp3
I had a dream where there were at least two four headed dogs in my dreams. They had heads on either side of their body, if you ever seen the cartoon Catdog, you know what I'm getting at, except two heads on either side. At one point one of them had a human head on one side, and two dog heads on the other. It was strange, enough so that I believe that is why I ended up waking up when I did.
And then there was the dream where someone else and I were going though a place. Sort of like a waterpark, We were friends with the owner, and we ended up launching a watercraft out of one area into another. We ended up breaking a glass partition, and I offered to pay for it. Someone was chasing us, so I jumped down and landed into another pool of water.
I then was at work suddenly talking to Chantal. On the table was a group of labels with sticky backing, stapled with a staple gun, each end of one attached to the next with the staples, with the ends pointing at a chair. Decidedly strange.
111205_004 mentions that I said in the dream where I was upstairs at work, that I had 'gone though it multiple times, and that the second time through I managed to make them think it wasn't my fault. I seem to remember having the dream, at least twice, where the outcomes were different...
AND 111205_005. I was working in the grocery back room, still for the Deli as I do IRL. I was looking for our order to get back to the deli. It was on top of a large metal shelving. I had to go up some hydraulically controlled stairs to get on top of these shelves. Where I could see the stuff I wanted. I remember watching someone control these stairs with wonder and awe. The stairs had a series of buttons on the handrail on the side, so that you could control how high it went up.
Even though I wasn't allowed to couch the power jacks I was chosen to help someone do some work in the back room, to get the items for the Deli.
These are the 5 recordings in question.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Strange dreams
Last night was a strange night.
I attempted for the first time to use a sigil before falling asleep, to loose success since I didn't meditate on it much (heh, I know, lazy prick). The point of which was to meet my guide in my dreams.
I either dreamed, or did wake up at least twice throughout the night, the second time being when everyone else was awake and the sun was starting to come up, probably 6:30 in the morning or so?.
As far as my dreams. I was in a room with a few other people. It was 7 in the morning, the sun was coming up, and I was telling them that I should get to sleep.
Another dream I remember having, granted in no particular order, was getting a text from my manager, saying "Its past 6 o'clock, so its already too late"
I think that was in relation to getting to work on time. Not quite sure though.
The other dream was a bit weirder though.
I was at home, when I heard noise outside, something like a dog barking, except inside my own back yard. I knew that my dog was in the house, and saw her as I went outside. In my yard was 3 other dogs, all golden retrievers. I brought them into my house. My dog has brown eyes, red collar. One of the other dogs had the same red collar, but blue eyes, another had brown eyes like mine, but with a rope like collar with a solid brass ring (almost like a necklace) hanging from their neck. The third I cannot remember.
I remember thinking that the one with the rope looked a little mean, or somehow slightly deformed in the shape of its head.
The one with the blue eyes was the one I ended up spending the most time with.
It was just a strange dream, and a strange night overall.
I attempted for the first time to use a sigil before falling asleep, to loose success since I didn't meditate on it much (heh, I know, lazy prick). The point of which was to meet my guide in my dreams.
I either dreamed, or did wake up at least twice throughout the night, the second time being when everyone else was awake and the sun was starting to come up, probably 6:30 in the morning or so?.
As far as my dreams. I was in a room with a few other people. It was 7 in the morning, the sun was coming up, and I was telling them that I should get to sleep.
Another dream I remember having, granted in no particular order, was getting a text from my manager, saying "Its past 6 o'clock, so its already too late"
I think that was in relation to getting to work on time. Not quite sure though.
The other dream was a bit weirder though.
I was at home, when I heard noise outside, something like a dog barking, except inside my own back yard. I knew that my dog was in the house, and saw her as I went outside. In my yard was 3 other dogs, all golden retrievers. I brought them into my house. My dog has brown eyes, red collar. One of the other dogs had the same red collar, but blue eyes, another had brown eyes like mine, but with a rope like collar with a solid brass ring (almost like a necklace) hanging from their neck. The third I cannot remember.
I remember thinking that the one with the rope looked a little mean, or somehow slightly deformed in the shape of its head.
The one with the blue eyes was the one I ended up spending the most time with.
It was just a strange dream, and a strange night overall.
Monday, November 7, 2011
Tarot
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| Problem | Solution |
So, The Sun, again, as my problem.
Book meaning? "Material happiness, success, attainment. A good marriage. Happy reunions. Achievements in the arts, science, and agriculture. Studies completed; liberation. Pleasure in the simple life"
My Solution? The Hierophant.
Book meaning? "Preference for the outer forms of religion, the ritual, the creed, the ceremony. The importance of social approval; the need to conform to society."
[22:02:42] <@Luinbariel> I think the Heirophant is a teacher, one whom you draw a lot of knowledge from in many ways including spiritual knowledge. The act of being under such a person's wing, that kind of thing.
Is what Luin had said. Which would make more sense in this spread. Basically what is being said is that I'm enjoying the material, but I should be more focused on the immaterial, on those things that cannot be counted, and focused upon. It makes sense, and slightly confirms a few thoughts I've had. "I should be meditating more" and all of that.
I guess the sun could also be seen as a card that is saying "Look at me, I'm bright enough to shine on my own. I can do what I want... Hence the sunflowers looking towards the child and not at the sun.
That needs more thought.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
NaNoWriMo
Well, after alot of hemming and hawing and such, I finally decided to participate in National Novel Writing Month... fun fun.
That along with a few other things that have come up will make this month pretty busy, but it should be fun... I need to work on meditation more, I need to do more work with energy manipulation too. I just need to *do* more I guess... Ive been lax... ah well.
I should do a tarot pull but its late... and Ive written close to 1600 words tonight so... Ill pick it up again tomorrow maybe?
That along with a few other things that have come up will make this month pretty busy, but it should be fun... I need to work on meditation more, I need to do more work with energy manipulation too. I just need to *do* more I guess... Ive been lax... ah well.
I should do a tarot pull but its late... and Ive written close to 1600 words tonight so... Ill pick it up again tomorrow maybe?
Friday, October 14, 2011
Another Tarot Pull
No images today, until I can figure out a better way to set it up.
Six of pentacles reversed. was todays problem. Four of swords, reversed, was todays solution.
The Six of pentacles while reversed deals with being purse proud, not giving when one should, jealsouy, bad debts, present prosperity threatened. Gifts given as a bribe.
This is an interesting card to note, because I have been receiving less hours at work, but also told my parents if need be, I can take over one of the household bills to be able to help them out...
The Four of swords, reversed deals with renewed activity, qualified success.. Movement in ones affairs; social unrest. A caution to be wise, circumspect and economical.
Also interesting, considering the other card here. I suppose its telling me that, I shouldn't be too selfish as to not help out, but to be do so within my means, and not overreach my bounds.
Good advice for anyone I suppose. In other news, I woke up this morning at 4:30, to a ball of light, flashing before my eyes, and being very light sensitive. I also meditated this morning, grounded myself, cleansed my chakras, and attempted to setup a 'sensing' shield. I should work on it more, later perhaps.
Six of pentacles reversed. was todays problem. Four of swords, reversed, was todays solution.
The Six of pentacles while reversed deals with being purse proud, not giving when one should, jealsouy, bad debts, present prosperity threatened. Gifts given as a bribe.
This is an interesting card to note, because I have been receiving less hours at work, but also told my parents if need be, I can take over one of the household bills to be able to help them out...
The Four of swords, reversed deals with renewed activity, qualified success.. Movement in ones affairs; social unrest. A caution to be wise, circumspect and economical.
Also interesting, considering the other card here. I suppose its telling me that, I shouldn't be too selfish as to not help out, but to be do so within my means, and not overreach my bounds.
Good advice for anyone I suppose. In other news, I woke up this morning at 4:30, to a ball of light, flashing before my eyes, and being very light sensitive. I also meditated this morning, grounded myself, cleansed my chakras, and attempted to setup a 'sensing' shield. I should work on it more, later perhaps.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Another dream.
Last night I got to meditate again, for the first time in a while, did some grounded meditation, but got interrupted by what sounded like footsteps on the landing in front of the bathroom. Clearly the most logical explanation would be the house settling, but it was still odd..
I woke up around 9 remembering the following dream.
I was walking with my friend Keith from college. He was talking to an Asian girl asking if they could meet up later, but it was becoming clear she was having a hard time understanding him. He finally just asked he if he could grope her, and I laughed. Chantal from work said to not encourage him, but I was still chuckling.
I found myself in a house, or apartment building of some sort. I believe with my father. He pulled his bed away from the wall, and un-tucked some of the blankets because it was too tight. We somehow decided to go into the secret room, and attempted to find the hidden door.
The wallpaper in this room looks excactly like the wallpaper in my parents room in reality. As we opened the door, I saw it rip, almost like the paper was over the hidden door.
We went into the dusty dark room, and slowly looked around. Sitting in the center was a table on top of which was a statue that looked like an angel figure. I continued to wander about, and came across a table. Sitting on the table was two vials 3/4 filled with water, and floating in the water was spices of some sort. I remember picking it up and looking at it, and hoping that I wasn't disturbing something.
Later in the dream I was in the house with the Asian person from before, and it seemed like they were living with us. I remember thinking about warning them that the house was haunted.
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I woke up around 9 remembering the following dream.
I was walking with my friend Keith from college. He was talking to an Asian girl asking if they could meet up later, but it was becoming clear she was having a hard time understanding him. He finally just asked he if he could grope her, and I laughed. Chantal from work said to not encourage him, but I was still chuckling.
I found myself in a house, or apartment building of some sort. I believe with my father. He pulled his bed away from the wall, and un-tucked some of the blankets because it was too tight. We somehow decided to go into the secret room, and attempted to find the hidden door.
The wallpaper in this room looks excactly like the wallpaper in my parents room in reality. As we opened the door, I saw it rip, almost like the paper was over the hidden door.
We went into the dusty dark room, and slowly looked around. Sitting in the center was a table on top of which was a statue that looked like an angel figure. I continued to wander about, and came across a table. Sitting on the table was two vials 3/4 filled with water, and floating in the water was spices of some sort. I remember picking it up and looking at it, and hoping that I wasn't disturbing something.
Later in the dream I was in the house with the Asian person from before, and it seemed like they were living with us. I remember thinking about warning them that the house was haunted.
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Thursday, September 22, 2011
Energy Work
Did some energy work last night, in hopes of contacting an entity. Didn't have any results last night, but last time I tried this experiment it took a day or two for something to happen.
I am not working till noon again tomorrow so I have more time to see if I have any strange dreams, maybe I will re-invite the entity to my dreams tonight again.
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