Just woke up, in the middle of the night.

Meditated before bed.  Laid down to sleep.  Drifted into a meditative state before sleeping.  Had the following dream.  I was at my home in reality, except it had a more impressive type of gating system for the yard.  I had a bunch of cows and goats fenced in.  A tree of some sort, surrounded by a fence was in the yard across from mine. 

If you crossed that fence, I know, you would be stopped from touching the tree by some various animal.  I belive it was a bear.  Well a bunch of lions were running around outside of the fence, and I believe they were trying to take my livestock.

I ended up shoving one of the lions over the fence into the tree, which, if its the same tree from memory, opens a portal into another place.  Though I am not sure what it could be.  I need to do some research into it.

After that, the guardian creature appeared and started fighting off the lions, I took that time to gather some of them and add them to my 'farm' where they suddenly quieted down and became more docile.

I closed and latched all the gates, while putting some of the animals into a 'barn' which is my shed in reality.  I then whent and jumped the fence to go inside.  I looked at my 'water rock' or something similar.  It was a stone, split in half, and even though it was removed from its source, water still spilt from it when they wre split.  Even though there was no place for the water to come from.

Since I was reading a book on zen... The rock could suggest some from of enlightenment, the gathering of animals is bringing differentthings under control, and introducing them to spirituality.  Since water has been a symbol for spirituality and knowledge in the past for me.  In this case the rock having the ability to spring water from nothing sugguests either that my subconcious mind is making the connected from form and function not being that far removed, in fact being one in the same. *shrugs*

Dreaming of nighttime break ins

Last nights dreams were fairly interesting.  I was at home, and I was looking out my back window. I saw outside a deck, and beyond that a sparse treeline.  Beyond that was a River of some sort, and on the other bank wthere was more housing.

I noticed that underneith the window, where there was an air fresnher, there was now a switch.  I noticed across the river that the lights turned on, and then I flipped this switch again the lights went off.  There were more switches and I flipped them as well and more lights in a house across the street turned on.  

I looked at at the river again and noticed a little dingy out in the water.  I looked at the clock and notice it is late at night and that there wasn't enough time to go across the river.  So I decided to wait until the next day to go across the river and break into what I called "The Nunnery"  I went to sleep in the dream and then when I wok eup the switch was gone.  I waited until the next night and the swith reappeared.   Though when it got dark out I noticed a police officer outside poking around.  I waited until he was gone and then went and flipped the switches to turn on the lights.


I went out to the small boat and went across the lake and got to the other shore.  I did drift down river a bit more than I wanted to, but I somehhow found my way to the correct house.  I noticed that there were nuns walking around and I went up to the second floor.  I noticed that I was suddenly female in this dream and went up to a guy who saw me.  I somehow got away from him by posing as a nun and got inside the building.  I knew the nuns inside would know that I didn't belong and I made my way quickly though the building.  I found myself on the mans floor sleeping area,  I saw all the crosses hanging on the doors, and I entered a room so that a nun wouldn't see me.  I hid in an empty bunk and one of hte nuns  walked into the room when I crawled into the bed... they woke up the young man in the next bed over, and they both left.  As I laied there hiding I had a flash of insight as to why I was there.  I was to kill the person who ran the building.  I saw myself stabbing him repeatedly. After I stabbed him, his cell phone rang.  I remember thinking that "He was beat with cottentail."  THere was wallpaper on the walls, I believe I was in a libary, and underneaith the wallpaper there was writing.

I don't remember anything else.

Moves and Races

Another dream post.  Last night I found myself dreaming about watching a movie in my brothers room.  For some reason his girlfriend, and our father were all crammed into his bedroom watching a movie.  The scenes on the TV swtiched between watching the movie, which I don't remember and watching a race on TV.

The race was made up of production cars racing each other. The scene that stood out to me was one were there were a bunch of burning vehicles lying on the sides of the roads, and the cars that were still left weaving between the burning wrecks.

The final scene was where the winning car turned into a transfromer type robot.

I feel like I actually forgot alot of this dream though.

Dreams of cobblestoned streets, and card games.

I was wandering though a series of cobblestone streets.  To my left was a railing heading down the side of a mountain, and the view beyond that was breathtaking. I was running around with a young woman, dark colored hair, fair colored skin.

As we ran around this cobblestone and brick community I saw a young man, looking very similar to David Tennant from Doctor Who.  I ignored him at first, continuing to spend time with whom I was with.  I went the opposite direction from him.  I remember heading back towards where the edge of the community was, along with the railing and the edge of the mountain. I saw him there again, even though I went the other direction.  He was there with a young woman who looked very similar to Nicole, though quite younger, as well as another young woman.  They were running around and generally having fun, similar to myself and my friend, though I couldn't be sure if it was a date like setting or just friends hanging out.


I found myself in a room, I believe it was with the same group of people though I honestly couldn't be certain. I found myself in what looked like to be a home.  Except there was a man behind a counter in the main entrance.  The young man we were with nodded at him and walked off to the left, down a hallway and into a room.  In there there was a dining room table, a half-wall with a pulled down shutter, and a ticket dispenser.

We sat at the table and he took out some cards, and we started to play a card game.  I blinked and it was like we had eaten dinner.  There were bits of melted butter on the table, and dirty dishes.  We were now playing a version of go fish.  I noticed that they had not put out cards for me, and I didn't say anything.

I blinked again and the cards were now away and someone was saying "The Lawyers (or something similar)" are coming, we have to clean up.  I remember scrambling to pick up silverware and kept dropping them or falling off the plates.

As an off note I also remebered some scenes from a different dream.  Me being in my home and having 3 sets of vitamins, as though I hadn't taken them in a while.  Some were more like cough drops instead of vitamins though.  Also wearing one work shoe and one shoe that is my normal 'every day' shoe.

Flying cars, and bridges from nowhere.

In last nights dream I found myself in a convertable car.  The car was flying though the air, though inky blackness,  I remember playing with the channels, and 'seeing' the names of the channels going by above the vehicle, like in GTA.  After going though the stations I turned off the radio and soon afterwards the car landed on a bride.  I got out of it and looked back, and saw just a wall of blackness, almost like a scene from Silent Hill.

As I looked back I noticed a brock wall appering out of nowhere, and walked towards it... following that another couple of wals slowly merging together into a single wall.  Looking closer I noticed a crack and though it a single spiral staircase.  Somehow I knew that this was a staircase going up from a basement, and not one heading downward.

As I looked I saw though the crack a shadow slowly shuffling towards me, and heard moans, slowly growing in strengh.  From behind I was attacked by a zombie and I remember attemptign to attack it with my bare hands.  I was awoken by the alarm clock before the dream could continue.

Fireworks mine?

Last night I dreamed once again.

I found myself at school, and I left there, heading off with no destination in mind.  I found myself stopping at a store that I knew to sell fireworks... Walking though I saw where they minded materials to make them, and as I walked though I noticed monks from Tibet, wearing robes and using materials to make sand mandalas.  I noticed later on that the people who worked there were sweeping up the mandalas, just as soon as a monk finished one, before he had even left.  I remember thinking to msyelf how insensitive the people who worked there must be to destory these beautiful works of art.

I'm not sure if anything else happend.  I just wrote this up from memory, though  did make a voice recording of the dream upon awakening.

Boarding house.

Last night I had  a dream that seemed very familar to me.  In fact the first words out of my mouth were, "I have dreamed about this place once before."

I found myself in a old broken dwn room.  the floor angled down toward the wall farthest from me at about a 35 to 40 degree angle.   The door to a hall way was on my left, at the far wall was a dresser laid upoits back, instead of drawers there were shoeboxes, and I knew that they were full of things that I had written myself, code, among other things.

I left the room. Looking around I saw another room across from me.  there was a sign hanging from the door saying "Chuck's Room"  There was another down on the right that said "Maternity Ward" with another sign beneath it, saying it was closed. To the left of me was another closed door, and to my right was an open one.  I walked into that room.

Sitting on an old run down couch was Megan from work.  She was playing with a remote control, trying to change some settings being shown on the TV.  I took it form here and started to look for certain files.  Seemingly knowing what I was doing.

I remember thinking to myself that I had set up this system, but for the life of me couldn't find the control that she was looking for.

Seeing numbers on the screen, I recognized 666% settings, as well as a few others.

I was woken up by my brother after seeing this percentage.

A few things that confuse me.... why was 'my room' at such a angle when the other room wasn't.  Why did I think of it as a boarding house, and as being haunted, but somehow controlled though the use of the technologies.... Just too many questions I think...

Dreams, of work, and finding bikes.

I was in a parking lot, wandering around.  I find a truck marked with seafood symbols and grab at it, somehow moving it using two handles on the rear side of the vehicle.  I then find inside it a pink girls bycicle, along with a pink backpack.

As I was looking though these items I notice a bunch of people in the uniforms from my work running around.  My coworkers in reality.  Someone else finds the bike next to me andsays that they have been looking for it for a few hours.  I also hand over the backpack to the guy.  My coworkers and I go up a slight incline and into the building, which happens to be the same type of store that I work at, just a different location.  We wander around, and one of my coworkers goes into a cafe, that is at the top of he store.

The store is built on an incline, near the 'top'  (that is the back)  the building has a very harsh incline.  I end up wandering around and find a bathroom up there as well.

There were other dreams from last night as well... I wish I could rmember them as well as this one.

Dreams and Tarot Pull

Its been a long while since I posted anything on here... Honestly I'm not even sure if anyone even checks this unless I post the link... So posting for my own record, whoo!

Had a few dreams... I was parked in a driveway somewhere... a very nice car comes and pulls into the place across the street and parks crooked... a woman gets out. and goes into the house... a cop comes flying buy, spins his car around in her driveway and goes off, his blues flashing.  Another one, an SUV comes and does the same thing... Starts to go, stops, does it again and spins barely missing her car.  He puts on his blues and follows the other cop.   The woman gets out of the house and comes over to my car, and seems very scared.  She asked me to drive her somewhere. 

Thats all I remember for that one.

Another dream was about me being in school  It was like I was drifting in and out of awareness... I was there for the duration of a usual Saturday night work-night.  4-930PM... The first teacher was a blond woman, like the one from the first dream... she was using the dry erase board, and the blue marker wasn't erasing, the red one was leaving smudges and afterimages behind.  The next teacher was a brunette and was using an overhead projector.  The flashes of light made me think of a motor-scooter like I saw in a top gear episode with tank like rear wheels and something to do with running from something. When I left the 'class'  An old friend from college, Keith was buying clams by the box and I helped him carry them to his car.  I asked what went on in the class and I seemly couldn't remember his explanation either.

I did a tarot pull asking why I suddenly remembered my dreams tonight after weeks of not doing so, and pulled the six of cups.

A gift, a new friend, new knowledge, that is how I view this card.

Ditching parties, up mountains.

I was in a school of some sort.  I drove there and there was a party in session or shortly there would be one.  I decided to leave before it would start... I left with two others, and I asked them which one of us had the fastest vehicle.  The guywith the truck won out, but he only had a quarter of a tank of gas.  We stopped and filled an old gas tank with preimum fuel.  An dthen continued driving.

Eventaully we started to go up steep concrete roads, around very sharp bends. I remember them explaining we were going up the way we were becuase the shorter mountian pass had mutants on it.  We eventually saw a sign for clean humans.  and saw a notch in front of us.  We accelarted up the notch and came outthe other side and landed in a type of village.  We were in a cortyard and found a way out of it eventually.  I remember getting jumped from behind by a golden retreiver puppy.  I reached into my pocket and found a waifer, and broke a peice off to give to the puppy.  The food multiplied in front of my eyes in the food bowl.  I then woke up.

Dreams of Ghosts, and closed bridges.

Two dreams last night.  One has of me being home with my family.   I want to say i was downstairs in my real home.  With my brother in his room.  I went into the bathroom to use the toilet. I looked up because the door was opening.  In walked a man, a bit shorter than me. He wore black pants, white buton down shirt, suspenders, and I believe black dress shoes.  He had a pencil type mustache.  I looked at him and was overtaken with a feeling of fear and dread.  I couldn't even scream. He didn't even look at me.  he just walked past me to the bath tub and started to lie down in it. I remember running out to my mother who was sitting on the couch, with tears in my eyes, still trying to scream.

The other dream was of me driving a car down a road.  I think my mother was in the passenger seat, and my father in the back seat.  there was a set of jersey barrier sin fron o fus. and I drov e around to thtthe road to the left of them.  There was a bridge, two lanes in each direction, I was in the right most lane.  looking to the right I saw that the barriers that blocked the other way was actually an illusion from where I was and that a car just drove though them from the road I just turned on to.  I followed the traffic oer this over bridge, and suddenly the nose of the car I was driving diped down, I saw the brown murkey waters of a river approaching.  I heard my fathers scream, I dook another breath before the car filled with water...

I woke up after that one, and stayed awake.  It was 10:30 am af that time anyways.

Dreams from last night

From before 6AM, I remember something to do about sherry, that is the drink, not the person.  Also trying to put a basket into the backseat of a convertible, and having it not fit.  So Rosi mixing something with sherry, and the basket thing.

After that I fell asleep again, and woke up around 10AM.

There were two people looking at a house.  The person who was trying to sell it was saying that the people who owned it were kind of strange.  If you stood on the stairs and pushed up on this part of the ceiling that the door would close and lock, and if you touch this fire alarm the doorbell will ring.

To me it seemed like the house was set up to be a fake haunted house.   They walked into the kitchen and saw a empty cup sitting on the coutner top, and a bin full of water.  The guy attempting to sell the house rinsed out the cup and put it away.

They looked at the phone sitting on the counter and saw a message.  The man selling the house said that it was probably a message from Africa, that they had been calling for a while, thinking someone was leaving messages from that number.

I also had a dream about driving down to college, getting out of class at 8PM and driving home... there was something else to this one, but I don't remember what it was.

Dreams from yesterday's eve, and last night.

Yesterday eve:

I was in a car, passing over a river, with my father and eldest brother.  The river was overfilled, swelling over the banks, the river into a lake.  Next to the river there was a drainage runoff, with lots of water running into it. 

We finally got to the lake, and there was a large stone or cemenet retaining wall, with the surf pounding against the banks the wall.  You could see water bubbling up from underneith the water levels rising.  The surf pounding the wall continously.

My brother was eating a cookie, and he broke off a peice and put it into a stone dog statue, and put another peice into an anthromorphic bloodhound statue, which had a leash attached.

We sat at a high wooden table with bar stools around it.  My alarm went off after we sat down.

Last nights:

I was at a cabin, I remember looking at it with someone else, maybe in a past dream, looking at this cabin and other houses.  I was with someone who was going to buy it.  I went out onto the deck, which is overlooking a ravine, and I was looking at the town down below though a pair of high powered binoculars. The last thing I remember doing is holding onto these binoculars and jumping off the deck, thinking that they would allow me to glide down safely.  I woke up after I jumped.

Barely remembered dream, and an oracle pull.

Last night, I dreamed about a little girl working in the deli, in my 5AM recording I said something about Pan's Labyrinth, and that was about it... probably because she resembled the main character in that movie somehow.

 For my pull I pulled the blackbird, reversed.

I asked "What animal is effecting today?"

"Drawn reversed, this card reminds you that the blackbird is the smith's bird, and his song may be calling you to work in the forge of your own heart -- to create a life of passion and purpose.  All four elements are used in metal-working, and to create a healthy and balanced life we must work with the power of the four elements, integrating and developing our minds and hearts, our instinct and our intuition.  Just standing at the gateway between two worlds, without truly working in either, is a denial of our own power and responsibility."

Work Dream.

I found myself in the deli back room.  Sam who I have not seen in ages was out back opening something.  I said hello to her, and she smiles and returns the greeting.  Looking around, the place is dingy, dark, not dirty really, just, bathed in shadow.

Walking out to the counter I see more workers, but don't say anything to them.  I walk towards the fish case instead.  Going there I see 2 women working, they both resemble Brandie, a woman that I worked with in days past, so I say "Hello Brandie"  One of them responds "That is not my name."

I feel awkward about it.  I then wake up I think.

I feel like there should be more to this dream, but I didn't copy it down when I first woke up with it, and instead barely remembered what you see here after I woke up probably a few hours later.

Signing things, Archibald's Weapon, and other things.

I found myself in what looked like an office or a collage building. I was in a hallway, and entered an office.  Inside was my father, and another man behind a desk.  He held a pen, and wrote down on an inkblot,  Professor Dumbledore, and then some things underneath it.  He then handed me a diary and a pen.  Written on the page was a paragraph, written in the first person, and I was supposed to sign it.  I signed my first name. 

The back of my head started to pulse, the beginnings of a headache. I signed my last name.  The pain got significantly worse. I then hear a voice "Its about time."

My father then signs it as well, under mine, and I see him sitting in the office eating Oero cookies. I left the office and walked out into the hallway.  I found myself with someone else outside of the office, and Suddenly I had to urinate. Suddenly there was a box in front of me and I was pissing in it.  The other person was standing to the side, who I never looked at and was watching me do so.  I finished up.

I turned and looked towards the office once again. I find a stairwell, and I go up.  I find myself inside of what seemed to suddenly be a house.  I find a bedroom upstairs, and find the dresser full of women's clothing, I leave that one and go into another bedroom and find it to be a guys bedroom, I find a few packages of condoms and take a few for laughs.  I am about to leave when I hear footsteps coming up the stairs.  I turn off the light in the room I'm in and hide in the corner behind the door, in front of me is a closet.  I wake up when the door starts to open.

I had another short vision like dream, where there was a young women on the ground, with a messenger bag around her.  On top of her was a reptile like a salamander or chameleon.  Its left front paw was on her right breast.  She had blond hair and green or blue eyes, when she tried to get up it was like the reptile pushed down in her breast to hold her in place.

There was another dream, after I had fallen back asleep.  I was in a castle of some sort.

My first words upon waking up after this one was.  "This one seemed to be me using the knife of someone used Archibald, I used his knife in what seemed to be a ritual, and it went somewhat awry.  And his reasoning was that since it was his knife, that it was tied to his person and the results were for him, and not for me."

I then remembered more.

I was in a castle, or a house and I was looking for someone.  I ended up getting to a room, fighting to get there or threatning my way, using Archibald's weapon.  I came face to face with the person who owned this place, and he had his guards grab me and throw me into a room behind a panting and it was filled with children, who were kept there as slaves or something worse.  I think the ritual part came about after I was put into the room, but still the finer details are lacking.  I'm not sure who Archibald even is.  I did ask CZ if the name means anything to him and he said that when he has to, that is what he uses as a first name, Captain Archibald Zeros Esq.

Not sure what it was about at all to be honest. 

Car accidents, washed out roads, and crumbling Bridges.

I left for work, getting on the highway, passing by a few cruisers their lights flashing.  As I drove down the road, I noticed that the traffic was getting slimmer, looking towards the northbound traffic I saw a pile of cars on the roadway.  A brown car, possibly an older style Lincoln hit the pile of cars and few up into the air, crashing down onto the road.  I hit my breaks. A Police officer came up behind me in his vehicle, lights flashing and I pulled off to the side of the road.  He came up to my window and yelled at me.

"Didn't you know not to leave your house?"

"I didn't know anything was going on..." I trailed off.

I got out of my car and we both walked a bit of a ways down the now devoid highway.  Passing by empty or smashed up cars.  We walked up to a roadblock set up with jersey barriers, and looking down I could see the entire road washed away.  I looked at the officer and started to say something, when I heard a crack.  Looking up I saw small fissures appearing in a bridge above us.  I looked at him in horror and ran towards the northbound side, jumping over the barrier, and continuing on.  A piece of concrete fell from above barly missing me, I jump over it and then over another set of barriers onto a brick platform.

Another person was on this platform as well.  I watched as the bridge collapsed downward.

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If I had to guess this seems like a "World crashing down, only time to react" type dream.  Not really sure what to make of it.

I did have another short one.  Something about my puppy Teddy climbing a large chain link fence.  There was a few other dreams last night as well, but I don't really remember them well.

Climing a tower? LOTR cast?

A shortish dream remembered.

I was following a group climbing a tower.  It looked like a Dwarf, or Hobbit was running up the steps of a tower, going up in circles.  Every once in a while I could see a hallway leading off into the distance go by, but they continued to climb.

Behind them, was a young woman, followed by a larger group, at least one Dwarf, and another Hobbit, and others as well.

The first person ran past another hallway, and I could see off in the distance a caged in area, with prisoners behind the bars. One of the women yelled out "They are following you!"

The first person suddenly came flying down the steps and the young woman, and the others caught up and passed up, reaching the next landing.  A cage door swung shut and locked.  She looked up and said "Gandalf, why are you not fighting back?"  Seeing though her eyes I could see one Dwarf, along with some others.  The Dwarfs shoulders were hunched down.

I woke up after this.

Car rides, restaurants, and coworkers.

I dreamed that I was in a car with Rosi, Melissa, and possibly one other person.  We stopped at a restaurant because Melissa was hungry, and I thought about asking her to get me a tomato soup while she was in there, but the third unknown person told her to hurry up that no one wanted anything.

She got out and went into the one that we parked in front of.  To our left was another one with the name Falintino's, Rosi said that she really liked that place and highly recommends it.  The other person I guess agreed to go eat there, so they both got out, I told them that I would tell Melissa that we were going to eat there, and went into the other noname place.

She was already seated, and while wandering around I saw Tammy and her family sitting down, they waved and I waved back. 

A bit of time passed, and I found myself in my room.  My finger was hurting, my left pointer finger.  Used a bit of my fathers medical supplies, some antiseptic along with some liquid skin type compound to seal the wound.  It burned some but wasn't that painful.

As I sat in front of my computer I started to get some IM's from different screen names, one of them said something to the effect "I was hoping to see you naked"  I'm not sure who it was from though, but I believe that it was from the restaurant portion of the dream.  There were at least 4 IM's going at this point.

Funny enough In real life, I know that Chantal works at a place called Valintino's which is a grocery store that sells cooked things as well, breakfast, deli sandwiches, among other things.

Short, strange dream.

Last nights dream featured a woman, large in structure, tall.

She was wearing a pilgrim like had, round brim all the way around, looking like a tophat, along with a button down black coat that had tails on the back. going down to at least knee length if not a bit longer.  She was also wearing black slacks.

I remember hearing a voice say "She looks more like a wizard than a witch"

Weird, but I wanted to remember it.