Dreams, of work, and finding bikes.

I was in a parking lot, wandering around.  I find a truck marked with seafood symbols and grab at it, somehow moving it using two handles on the rear side of the vehicle.  I then find inside it a pink girls bycicle, along with a pink backpack.

As I was looking though these items I notice a bunch of people in the uniforms from my work running around.  My coworkers in reality.  Someone else finds the bike next to me andsays that they have been looking for it for a few hours.  I also hand over the backpack to the guy.  My coworkers and I go up a slight incline and into the building, which happens to be the same type of store that I work at, just a different location.  We wander around, and one of my coworkers goes into a cafe, that is at the top of he store.

The store is built on an incline, near the 'top'  (that is the back)  the building has a very harsh incline.  I end up wandering around and find a bathroom up there as well.

There were other dreams from last night as well... I wish I could rmember them as well as this one.

Dreams from last night

From before 6AM, I remember something to do about sherry, that is the drink, not the person.  Also trying to put a basket into the backseat of a convertible, and having it not fit.  So Rosi mixing something with sherry, and the basket thing.

After that I fell asleep again, and woke up around 10AM.

There were two people looking at a house.  The person who was trying to sell it was saying that the people who owned it were kind of strange.  If you stood on the stairs and pushed up on this part of the ceiling that the door would close and lock, and if you touch this fire alarm the doorbell will ring.

To me it seemed like the house was set up to be a fake haunted house.   They walked into the kitchen and saw a empty cup sitting on the coutner top, and a bin full of water.  The guy attempting to sell the house rinsed out the cup and put it away.

They looked at the phone sitting on the counter and saw a message.  The man selling the house said that it was probably a message from Africa, that they had been calling for a while, thinking someone was leaving messages from that number.

I also had a dream about driving down to college, getting out of class at 8PM and driving home... there was something else to this one, but I don't remember what it was.

Barely remembered dream, and an oracle pull.

Last night, I dreamed about a little girl working in the deli, in my 5AM recording I said something about Pan's Labyrinth, and that was about it... probably because she resembled the main character in that movie somehow.

 For my pull I pulled the blackbird, reversed.

I asked "What animal is effecting today?"

"Drawn reversed, this card reminds you that the blackbird is the smith's bird, and his song may be calling you to work in the forge of your own heart -- to create a life of passion and purpose.  All four elements are used in metal-working, and to create a healthy and balanced life we must work with the power of the four elements, integrating and developing our minds and hearts, our instinct and our intuition.  Just standing at the gateway between two worlds, without truly working in either, is a denial of our own power and responsibility."

Work Dream.

I found myself in the deli back room.  Sam who I have not seen in ages was out back opening something.  I said hello to her, and she smiles and returns the greeting.  Looking around, the place is dingy, dark, not dirty really, just, bathed in shadow.

Walking out to the counter I see more workers, but don't say anything to them.  I walk towards the fish case instead.  Going there I see 2 women working, they both resemble Brandie, a woman that I worked with in days past, so I say "Hello Brandie"  One of them responds "That is not my name."

I feel awkward about it.  I then wake up I think.

I feel like there should be more to this dream, but I didn't copy it down when I first woke up with it, and instead barely remembered what you see here after I woke up probably a few hours later.

Car accidents, washed out roads, and crumbling Bridges.

I left for work, getting on the highway, passing by a few cruisers their lights flashing.  As I drove down the road, I noticed that the traffic was getting slimmer, looking towards the northbound traffic I saw a pile of cars on the roadway.  A brown car, possibly an older style Lincoln hit the pile of cars and few up into the air, crashing down onto the road.  I hit my breaks. A Police officer came up behind me in his vehicle, lights flashing and I pulled off to the side of the road.  He came up to my window and yelled at me.

"Didn't you know not to leave your house?"

"I didn't know anything was going on..." I trailed off.

I got out of my car and we both walked a bit of a ways down the now devoid highway.  Passing by empty or smashed up cars.  We walked up to a roadblock set up with jersey barriers, and looking down I could see the entire road washed away.  I looked at the officer and started to say something, when I heard a crack.  Looking up I saw small fissures appearing in a bridge above us.  I looked at him in horror and ran towards the northbound side, jumping over the barrier, and continuing on.  A piece of concrete fell from above barly missing me, I jump over it and then over another set of barriers onto a brick platform.

Another person was on this platform as well.  I watched as the bridge collapsed downward.

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If I had to guess this seems like a "World crashing down, only time to react" type dream.  Not really sure what to make of it.

I did have another short one.  Something about my puppy Teddy climbing a large chain link fence.  There was a few other dreams last night as well, but I don't really remember them well.

Failed meditation, and a dream

Well, I had planed on attempting a bit of a dream experiment... But I ended up falling asleep while in the middle of the meditation...

Regardless, I did have at least one interesting dream that I remember, after waking up at 8AM, and remembering nothing, I fell asleep for 2 hours and remembered the following.

I was at work.  The entire deli and seafood area was torn apart, and a large number of construction workers were working in the seafood area, replacing items.  I remember feeling out of it, in this dream, foggy and hazy.

I remember that I thought there were customers around, still waiting to be helped, even though there was literally nothing to be sold because the cases were torn apart.  I remember looking at the desks in the seafood area and seeing three of them stacked on top of one another.  I reached up to grab something and spilled a bunch of tiny plastic cups, like the ones the kitchen uses to put dipping sauces in, onto the floor.

I felt like I was stumbling, so I left the area.

I found myself in something resembling a home. There was a fairly large gathering of people.  I am actually not sure how many of them I actually remember knowing.

I do remember one person that stood out from the rest.  A young woman, who was sitting by herself for most of the evening.  I just walked up to her and struck up a conversation.

The details of it have faded, but her demeanor reminded me a lot of Luna from Harry Potter.

I remember her spilling her drink when she was pouring herself something and that she just stared at where it fell on the table, and I wiped it up for her.

There was another dream... but for the life of me I cannot remember it.

Dreams from the nights of the 16th, and 17th

Lets see, night before last.  I dreamed that the fish case was stocked with some fish, but mostly lemons... and also about a packet of pills, starting with a Z, the thought I had upon waking up was either anti-depressants, and with just asking a friend about those sorts of things they said either Zoloft or Xanax.  One is an anti-depressant, the other is an anti-anxiety.

The other dream from that night was a bit longer.  I was looking for books... Some of them seemed to be strategies for Starcraft, to be precise, Zerg strategies. I also found a fantasy book set in the Starcraft universe, also about the Zerg.  I was in a bookstore looking at these things, and then found myself in a garage of some sort, and up in a second floor window, outside was the guy who owned the books.  I was thinking about how I could pay him, when he was up there and I was down here...

Somehow I ended up finding one of my coworkers, Megan, and her boyfriend Adam.  We were talking, though I don't remember about what, and I put my arm around her, while Adam was watching.  He didn't react and somehow we ended up in a three way hug.


Last nights dreams were not quite as.... pleasant.

I was at work again.  I was near the trash compactor, when I started to hear this clinking sound, one bit after another.  I backed away from the entrance to the machine and watched as something resembling a sword came out of the opening, followed by another.  I backed away from it and into the grocery back room proper.  I turned away from the spider like creature made of metal and looked around me.  The back room was in chaos.  As I watched one of the larger power jacks was surging forward on its own, while an associate that works there was struggling to stop it.  He lost control and let go of the machine.  I ran forward grabbed the control stick and held back on the accelerator. It pitched back and forth as if it was struggling to move forward and backward at the same time. 

One of the grocery personal looked at me when I grabbed onto the machine, and yelled out "I don't think you're authorized to use that machine!"

I looked at them in shock, then flipped up a button on the machine, and flipped the switch to an off position.

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I then found myself outside, walking home.  All around me where rolling hills, green as far as the eye could see.  Close to me was another Market Basket, and in the distance, trees dominated the landscape.  Walking past the pathway that led up to the store, I observed 3 individuals walking along the paved path. I looked past them and continue along my path, watching as one of the three dropped behind them, two walked in front of me and with a slightly faster pace move away from me down the path.  the one behind me ends up tapping me on the shoulder.  Turning to look I see Nick, someone I used to work with at Market basket.  I then notice that I'm still wearing my deli uniform and Market Basket ballcap. 

"Hey Nick, long time no see..."

"What are you talking about you just saw me a little while ago..."  He replied.

I think back to the last time I had seen him, and realize that he is correct. (This is not true in reality however, but somehow was in the dream itself."

Walking along we chatted for a while.

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I found myself in a house.  It reminded me alot of my grandparents home, except looking though the windows in the kitchen you could see into the backyard, which there wasn't such windows in their home.  I could see a pool where the bedrooms should have been, and past that what looked to be a glass room further down, lit up.  I saw my mother in the kitchen area, and she said that we would be staying two weeks.  I thought to myself how I didn't bring any clothing, and how I wasn't even dressed to use the pool, when I looked down at my clothing to notice that I was wearing a pair of orange swim trunks (which I own in reality) and a black t-shirt.

Walking outside I now saw that everyone I had seen outside had left, except for my father who was in the aqua-jet portion of the pool. I jump in and swim around a bit, then when I'm looking to get out I see that I'm supposed to put one leg on the edge of the pool and pull myself out, that there was a graphic on the edge of the pool showing this method.

My father, was standing there and then for some reason the entire pool changed.  Its no longer an underground pool, but an above ground one.  The water itself didnt' change levels, so I'm standing in ankle deep water, and he shows how you can "open" the side of the pool, the water that was there stayed there and I step out onto the grass.

Then I woke up.

Dreamin of socks?

Dreamed that I was at work, and someone walked up to me looking for a sock that they had lost.  They were wearing one sock and I walked into recieving at work looking for it for them.  Eventually they found what they were looking for and while I was there I found a pair of wool socks that I own in reality I picked them up and brought them with me.  There were a few other articles of clothing there as well.

Dreams?

01.07

I was with my brother in a car, it seemed to be the old toyota, which was my grandmothers car.  We stopped to put gas in it because it was empty.  My brother attempted to search for a credit card reader on the pump, and the owner of the station yelled at us for not reading the sign.  He told us to use that pump, and he pointed at it.  I used it, and ended up overfilling the car, and the gas went all over the ground.

01.08

I had a dream where I met my new manager, she was kind of plain, in a stern way.  She had me go to another store to pick up a few things.  When I was in my car a person wearing a meat jacket popped up in my backseat and told me that we also had to get something else.  A box of cereal I believe it was.  We get there, meet a few people, and one of the managers there offered me a job because one of the people that was working there didn't like working full time.

The dream then changes to me being in my car again and Chantal is sitting in my car with me.  It is pouring rain outside, and I can see Chantal's groceries outside in the rain. We sat in my car, waiting for the rain to stop and talked a while.  I remember that she got out of the car, and she had been buying birdseed for some reason.

01.09

Had a dream where I drove to linen's and things to get new sheets.  Which I have in reality.  Also something about an accident?

01.10

This one was a bit weird.  Near the end of the dream it was very cartoonish, but it didn't start that way.  It started out with me looking at two dead bodies.  Both of them with a knife plunged though their chest hanging from a wall.  Carved into one of them was the words.   "The dead give."  The dream continued with me trying to find who had killed them.  Near the end it was very cartoonish where I was jumping on flying saucers.  I remember that the ending was where i was moving though something resembling a human body, digging down deeper into it.  But it was like watching someone else do it.  I think near the end I was trying to kill the person who had killed the two at the beginning of the dream.

Thoughts

As an off note, I met my  new manager today, and he had me go down to another store to get some frozen salmon that a customer had wanted... So I guess the dream from 01.08 was a bit correct? But I had a male manage instead of a female one, and no one popped up in my backseat.

Dreams from the night of the 25th and 24th

So last night, I dreamed that I was on an abandoned highway. I was stringing up a human corpse for all to see.  Flash to be driving past the same scene from below the highway. 

I pretty much chock this up to watching Battlefield: Los Angeles and playing RAGE yesterday.

The night before that was a bit strange though.

I had a dream where a female coworker was taking a shower.  I made it like I was in there looking for the trash to take it out, but though the shower curtain I could see her breasts, she was still wearing underwear.

Another dream I had was me being at work, Rob a coworker who was transferred to another store in reality was there in street clothing.  I remember putting pallets down near the end of a receiving dock and seeing though the cracks in the flooring the broken ones underneath.  As I was doing that, another pallet with more deil load went by.

That's all I remember.

More work dreams

Just a short one, even though I slept from 10PM to about 9, though I think I woke up around 6, I just refused to get up.

I dreamed I was resocking a floor case at work, putting milk in it.  Even though I work for the Deli IRL.  I believe the next area was going to be swiss cheese, so it was like I was working for the dairy department instead.

That's all I can remember, though I know there was more when I had woken up around 6ish, but I didn't make any recordings or notes about it.

Dream from last night

This was bit of a strange dream...

My first reaction upon waking was "I had a dream where I interacted with a ghost." Followed by "I also dreamed I was spitting chickens in the Dairy cooler, and was talking to Brian. I got out before Kevin got in there, so I didn't get yelled at"

"I had a dream where there was a bunch of tiny blimps flying around, trying to destroy a city"

I also dreamed that I had attended some sort of party, I think with Kacie, one of my co-workers.  Kevin was playing the piano, I think one of the things I had put down in my dream was my digital voice recorder.

We somehow found ourselves outside, and Kacie saw something though the trees which frightened her.  I looked through the trees and saw something moving though it.  I think that is where I got the "I interacted with a ghost" part.  But upon looking though the brush I though it was nothing.

"Something glowing yellow is haunted"  Was something that was said to me in the dream, maybe by the 'ghost' figure in the brush?  I think that somehow Sex played a role in my dream again...

I ended up going home with her, and the next morning find the devices.  I had the tail end of the performance, from multiple angles, watching people singing, dancing, making music, and I seemed to have the very beginning of the evening, but it was set to start playing at the end.

The device ended up being my brothers, and he had all the passcodes to access the data on it, and I remember wanting a copy since it would also probably have me having sex on it..

Dream about work?

Well, it was a bit of a strange one.  I got home 9:45PM Saturday night, was in bed by 11:30, Woke up 3:45, back at work by 5:30, Worked till 11:45, Got home by noon, ate and showered by 12:45, back in bed by 1PM, woke up 5PM.

This dream occurred during the second nap if you will.

I was at work, and I think I heard one of my coworkers upstairs in the 'produce' area as I thought of it.  I went up there, and saw, in order, a hole in the floor, covered in glass, inside was deli meats, a 'vat' of raw chickens, almost looking like they were rotting, hundreds of pounds of pepperoni slices in a large vat of its own, multiple people working on prepping these item.

The manager of this area found me, talking about how I must be new, etc etc.  He gave me a tour of the place.  I got away, found Kris, who I work with, with a bunch of coupons for yogurt, and made my way downstairs again. I found my manager Alissa and she said something about that guy being a bastard, and then I woke up.  It was a bit strange, really.

Dreaming in threes...

The first dream, was of my father and I in a truck.  I believe that he had killed a deer of some sort, and we were taking it home.  I remember looking at it, and it actually looked like already prepared meat, like a Virginia ham, made by thin and trim, all cylindrical and such.

I remember we were wrapping it in something, and going to put it on the grill when it fell and landed on the ground, Suzie my dog was there and just sat there and looked at it.

The next dream I had was my brother was making a cake for me, a birthday cake, It was also of a very strange size, put on floppy cardboard. He had handed it to me when it was done, and I was sitting in a chair, and it had started to spin of its own accord.  When he finally grabbed it I had relieved, as I was afraid I was going to drop it. 

He was mixing frosting with strawberries when I had left.  I remember accidentally walking into my fathers room in this dream and he started to sit up, and I walked out.

I think I then went into my room and fell asleep, and after something about vampires, (I really cannot remember what, just that I had mumbled that into my recorder this morning) I had a dream where I woke up at work, It was busy, like a Sunday.  Chantal looked at me, and had asked if I was awake yet, and I could only respond "No."  I also thought to myself in this dream that I really should make a recording of my other two dreams, but didn't become lucid, but I did end up waking up after that thought.

But, I have to get ready for work, since they had called me.  But Success! I managed to get the Christmas card I had promised out into the mail today. So I'm happy.

Pair of dreams

Well.  I had a fun morning :).

Also dreamed last night, but this mornings fun didn't allow me to post about it till now.

I dreamed that I was in an SUV of some sort, driving,  We entered some sort of park, where we were supposed to be walking though, but instead drove though the wooden gateway and down the path.  There were times where I thought the vehicle would stop because of the water, and others where I thought it wouldn't fit over the footbridge or something similar.  We drove past groups of exotic animals like flamingos and other such animals.

There was a point in this dream where I came across a crashed police car, and I believe I was being chased.  I took out the gun and ammo and placed it somewhere, and then had the thought.  "Now I am going to replay this level and grab it from this container."

I noticed after I got out of the SUV I noticed I was with someone else, and after grabbing these items, i was that other person.  As the other person i was being chased and shot at, running though the woods.

The other dream Jon my second manager at work, was back and Megan was hanging off his back while I was talking to him.  I remember him looking at me and asking. "Is it really that important right now?"

*shrugs*

Ha.  A dream about making a recording too... I was being chased because as the 'second character' from the first dream I had grabbed something or other that I shouldn't have.

For the record, I did meditate last night a bit, fell asleep while doing so, but didn't open any chakras.

Dreaming of Haunted Houses.

Slept pretty well last night.  Didn't wake up at all.  Though I did have a few interesting dreams.

I dreamed that I had watched a movie based upon a 'true haunted house story'  It seemed pretty realistic, where the family was terrorized by an unseen entity.  Later, It was almost like I had moved into the house that was in the movie.  I remember thinking "I wonder if my parents know that this is the house from the movie."

I wish with two younger kids, as well, and I was walking though a hallway with them.  One of the rooms, was in shades of gray, and in the far corner there was a stuffed bunny.  The young kid, who had a full head of blond curls (something akin to what I myself looked like when I was young, I suspect.), turned to look into the room and walk into it.  I stopped them... Instead the stuffed rabbit came closer to us.

The other dream that I had was about me at work.  I was with a couple of coworkers, and I remember one of them stuck some labels onto my back.  I noticed that none of us were wearing our work attire, and I looked at the bottom of my shoes, Shannon took a rubber stamp and stamped the bottom of my shoe.  I found my jacket in the trashcan a bit afterwards, and I remember reaching behind my back and removing the labels.

I woke up after that.

Strange night.

Well... that was a decidedly strange night for sure.  It started out with me talking to Luinbariel about a few things, mentioning shields and such.  So I decided. "Its been a while since I worked on mine, I might as well..."

So I got down to it.  Got off the computer around 11:30ish, probably 10 or so minutes later, within reason.  I went though the steps, opening chakras, bringing in energy into myself, flushing grounding, all of that.  First thing that happened.  While doing the meditation I felt as if my body was approaching a wall.  As if I was flying though the darkness that is typical of my void meditation and approaching something.  It came from my right side.  My body jerked as if I was attempting to move away from whatever I was approaching (I am going to upload the recordings when I'm done, check 111205_001.mp3 for this recording.)  I made a note in this that I also attempted to make my detection shield as well.

EDIT:  After i made my shield (why did I make it rusy orange in color? I have no idea.) I started at my  head, an willed energy down though my body, with the intent of pushing out impurities and other such things.  I felt the pressure build as I went though iht, When I was near my throat I felt the pressure in my stomach/solar plexuses/sacral chakra's, as I went lower so did the pressure, until it was all down by my feet, which is where grounding takes place, that and the root...  It was odd as well...

1:56 in the morning (111205_002.mp3)  I had a dream where I had a chat with Luin over IRC.  She was video chatting with people and that she remembered when she needed a youtube account.  That she was going to  'use it until it falls'.  She was also discussing about how she was working on 'getting me there' (to where she lives?" and that it was going to cost $69... *shrugs*

There was something else, as noted in 111205_003.mp3

I had a dream where there were at least two four headed dogs in my dreams.  They had heads on either side of their body, if you ever seen the cartoon Catdog, you know what I'm getting at, except two heads on either side.  At one point one of them had a human head on one side, and two dog heads on the other.  It was strange, enough so that I believe that is why I ended up waking up when I did.

And then there was the dream where someone else and I were going though a place.  Sort of like a waterpark,  We were friends with the owner, and we ended up launching a watercraft out of one area into another.  We ended up breaking a glass partition, and I offered to pay for it.  Someone was chasing us, so I jumped down and landed into another pool of water.

I then was at work suddenly talking to Chantal.  On the table was a group of labels with sticky backing, stapled with a staple gun, each end of one attached to the next with the staples, with the ends pointing at a chair.  Decidedly strange.

111205_004 mentions that I said in the dream where I was upstairs at work, that I had 'gone though it multiple times, and that the second time through I managed to make them think it wasn't my fault.  I seem to remember having the dream, at least twice, where the outcomes were different... 

AND 111205_005.  I was working in the grocery back room, still for the Deli as I do IRL.  I was looking for our order to get back to the deli.  It was on top of a large metal shelving.  I had to go up some hydraulically controlled stairs to get on top of these shelves.  Where I could see the stuff I wanted.  I remember watching someone control these stairs with wonder and awe.  The stairs had a series of buttons on the handrail on the side, so that you could control how high it went up.

Even though I wasn't allowed to couch the power jacks I was chosen to help someone do some work in the back room, to get the items for the Deli.

These are the 5 recordings in question. 

Dreams.

So... I was almost late to work today.  Woke up 4AM to my alarm, snoozed until 5, with it going off again and again. Fell back asleep around 5, and since it was an hour past when the alarm was set It didn't go off again.

Ended up having the following dream.  Megan S, Meghan F. along with two Asian people were in my car.  I was in the back set Meghan F was driving, I believe though one of the larger cities near where I live,  A song.. I believe this one came on from my USB drive.  I went to change it and the Asian people stopped me.

I was woken up while jamming to that tune by my father.

"Its 5:30, don't you have to be at work?"

So I got dressed ran out the door to work, worked till noon, losing my voice throughout because of calling numbers.

Megan and Meghan both were at work, oddly enough.  Megan had me go into her purse and put lemon oil in my water, she says its good for your throat when its sore.  Nice of her, if a bit awkward for me.  ha.

I then got home after 12:30, sat in the sun for a while with my dog, and parents, came in ate some stew, showered, slept from 2-5:30, ate some dinner and here I am....

Could be worse I guess.

Dreamin'

I had a seemingly epic dream last night.

I found myself attempting to get into my place of work at night.  The store itself was seemingly darker than it has ever been before. I was with at least 2 friends, and I don't remember why I wanted to get into the store itself. I then heard something moving in the pitch black parking lot behind me.

Turning around I saw a shopping carriage roll past the entrance that I was standing at. Suddenly The 'parking lot' seemed to shift.  My car was now parked down a hill next to a large grassy hill.  The carriage moved down towards my parked car, and I remember thinking "I hope that doesn't hit my car!"

The carriage seemed to turn sideways and stopped in front of my car without hitting it.  I then heard another carriage starting to move.  Looking into the darkness of what was once again my works parking lot, I could see nothing.  Another shopping cart went flying past, heading towards where my car was parked, suddenly there was another car parked there, I believe it could have been my mothers white car.

I called out into the darkness "Who's there!" No one answered.  I heard a noise behind me, and turned around, someone walked out of a doorway, I turned to my friends and we walked down the hill towards the cars.  I got into mine, while they get into the other one.  My dog came running down the hill and I opened the passenger door for her. Getting into the car myself I started the engine.

The car sounded like shit.  It honestly sounded like it was in either the wrong gear or that something was horribly wrong with the transmission.  I somehow found myself driving to the mall, while it was still dark out.  I managed to get inside and just wandered around.  No one bothered me while I was there.  I wandered though the empty stores, sometimes seeing nighttime personnel, but otherwise not seeing many people.

I made my way to the exit of the mall and saw a couple of cute girls, I walked up to my car, and theirs was parked right next to mine.  Somehow I found myself getting into the back seat of their vehicle, and I looked at the one getting into the passenger seat.  "You know, if you wanted to you could get into the back seat with me?" I remember either thinking or saying.  I then remember freaking out a bit, wondering if I had said that out loud or to myself.

I think this is when I woke up.

I do have two other 'dream segments'

One was where I was at work, in the receiving area.  I believe one of the part time receivers was there, Laura, a women that I knew back in 4th grade or so.  I remember I had a pillow, and was spraying it with something, Lysol or febreeze or something similar.  Someone then walked into the back room and grabbed it from me, and put their head down on it. 

This could have come before the whole 'being outside of work' or something completely unrelated.

I then had another dream  I was looking at a system of roots.  At the end of each 'branch, was something resembling an eye.  These eyes either stropped there or had two child nodes coming out of them, and so on with each resulting node.  Something was manipulating these nodes, causing the last nodes to either grow new child nodes, or for one of the adult nodes to absorb the power of the child nodes.

I remember thinking that whoever was manipulating this situation was doing so to make each of these nodes as powerful as possible.  I then saw one of these 'trees' roots to move, and to cause the eye to disconnect, it fell and hit somewhere, and exploded.  "I think they are doing this to create weapons." I thought.

That was my dreams from last night...  *shrugs*  In other news Ive been feeling slightly under the weather, headache, stuffy nose, sneezing, couching, phlegm, I feel a bit better now though.

One step...

Finally getting closer to maybe changing things in my life a bit.

On Luin's urging I finally made the phone call to my friend Keith, about the job offer he had for me... a bit late, but better than nothing I guess.  Hes going to talk to the temp agency that is hiring for the company, to see if they are willing to negotiate their starting wage up to where I am now, 10.50 an hour.

I don't think I will want to quit my part time job even if I get it, even if I just work a few nights a week... I dunno I guess that's me being nostalgic or something.  Hes going to call me Monday he says.

Edit:  I know I should work on getting a better job, and that it probably isn't the best job for me... but... I think its time for a change, and I should give this a shot... *shrugs*