Car accidents, washed out roads, and crumbling Bridges.

I left for work, getting on the highway, passing by a few cruisers their lights flashing.  As I drove down the road, I noticed that the traffic was getting slimmer, looking towards the northbound traffic I saw a pile of cars on the roadway.  A brown car, possibly an older style Lincoln hit the pile of cars and few up into the air, crashing down onto the road.  I hit my breaks. A Police officer came up behind me in his vehicle, lights flashing and I pulled off to the side of the road.  He came up to my window and yelled at me.

"Didn't you know not to leave your house?"

"I didn't know anything was going on..." I trailed off.

I got out of my car and we both walked a bit of a ways down the now devoid highway.  Passing by empty or smashed up cars.  We walked up to a roadblock set up with jersey barriers, and looking down I could see the entire road washed away.  I looked at the officer and started to say something, when I heard a crack.  Looking up I saw small fissures appearing in a bridge above us.  I looked at him in horror and ran towards the northbound side, jumping over the barrier, and continuing on.  A piece of concrete fell from above barly missing me, I jump over it and then over another set of barriers onto a brick platform.

Another person was on this platform as well.  I watched as the bridge collapsed downward.

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If I had to guess this seems like a "World crashing down, only time to react" type dream.  Not really sure what to make of it.

I did have another short one.  Something about my puppy Teddy climbing a large chain link fence.  There was a few other dreams last night as well, but I don't really remember them well.

Car rides, restaurants, and coworkers.

I dreamed that I was in a car with Rosi, Melissa, and possibly one other person.  We stopped at a restaurant because Melissa was hungry, and I thought about asking her to get me a tomato soup while she was in there, but the third unknown person told her to hurry up that no one wanted anything.

She got out and went into the one that we parked in front of.  To our left was another one with the name Falintino's, Rosi said that she really liked that place and highly recommends it.  The other person I guess agreed to go eat there, so they both got out, I told them that I would tell Melissa that we were going to eat there, and went into the other noname place.

She was already seated, and while wandering around I saw Tammy and her family sitting down, they waved and I waved back. 

A bit of time passed, and I found myself in my room.  My finger was hurting, my left pointer finger.  Used a bit of my fathers medical supplies, some antiseptic along with some liquid skin type compound to seal the wound.  It burned some but wasn't that painful.

As I sat in front of my computer I started to get some IM's from different screen names, one of them said something to the effect "I was hoping to see you naked"  I'm not sure who it was from though, but I believe that it was from the restaurant portion of the dream.  There were at least 4 IM's going at this point.

Funny enough In real life, I know that Chantal works at a place called Valintino's which is a grocery store that sells cooked things as well, breakfast, deli sandwiches, among other things.

Failed meditation, and a dream

Well, I had planed on attempting a bit of a dream experiment... But I ended up falling asleep while in the middle of the meditation...

Regardless, I did have at least one interesting dream that I remember, after waking up at 8AM, and remembering nothing, I fell asleep for 2 hours and remembered the following.

I was at work.  The entire deli and seafood area was torn apart, and a large number of construction workers were working in the seafood area, replacing items.  I remember feeling out of it, in this dream, foggy and hazy.

I remember that I thought there were customers around, still waiting to be helped, even though there was literally nothing to be sold because the cases were torn apart.  I remember looking at the desks in the seafood area and seeing three of them stacked on top of one another.  I reached up to grab something and spilled a bunch of tiny plastic cups, like the ones the kitchen uses to put dipping sauces in, onto the floor.

I felt like I was stumbling, so I left the area.

I found myself in something resembling a home. There was a fairly large gathering of people.  I am actually not sure how many of them I actually remember knowing.

I do remember one person that stood out from the rest.  A young woman, who was sitting by herself for most of the evening.  I just walked up to her and struck up a conversation.

The details of it have faded, but her demeanor reminded me a lot of Luna from Harry Potter.

I remember her spilling her drink when she was pouring herself something and that she just stared at where it fell on the table, and I wiped it up for her.

There was another dream... but for the life of me I cannot remember it.

Strange tides are flowing...

So... things are stirring up it seems.  Old places are coming alive, people, friends, acquaintances and even some new faces popping out of the woodwork among the paranormal groups.

In the last few days I have personally had a few interesting conversations showing awareness among people that I wasn't actually sure were interested in the occult.  Ive come back into contact with people that I thought had possibly long since moved on. 

Some of these people are fun to be around, others are a bit more annoying, but in an odd way I respect their position and the way that they approach the occult, considering how different it is from my own.

Its interesting to notice that many of these people seem to have their own stories to tell about how things are 'heating up'  or gaining momentum. Like over the last few weeks... a group I used to be a member of suddenly had its old leader pop back into things, he created one thread on a popular paranormal-related site and suddenly faces I hadn't seen in almost 9 months are back on my radar.  Brought with that was the information that some people were active on Skype.  I sign in on that and lo and behold there are people on there messaging me out of the blue and then rejoining said group's IRC channel.

Its just all falling together so quickly.

There is another 3rd group that I was a member of, and I believe they are watching this blog and you know who you are if this is true...  A new face claiming to be a part of said group popped into IRC seemingly being very hostile and confrontational.  I'm just pretty sure that this isn't the end of things, that they are only just gaining strength...

Makes me wonder what all of this will end up bringing in the future.

Whelp...

I'm actually not sure what to make of any of it.

Ill just copy and paste cause its easier...

I should also mention I did some grounded meditation today.  Seemed like some of the colors that I was 'seeing' were darker than they should have been, at least as far as the heart chakra, the throat, and the root.  Not sure if that was just me or something that I should have paid more attention to...

[21:09:07] <@Lycaon> So, sitting downstairs eating nachos with my parents. My mother says "Seems like alot of activity around this place, lots of people wandering about"
[21:09:17] <@Lycaon> not sure if she ment inso much as spirit activity or what.
[21:10:29] <@Lycaon> Also, sitting downstairs watching tv with my brother as the parents watched the superbowl.  I'm leaning on my left elbow, when that same shoulder suddenly felt like someone took a finger and just PUSHED down on it.  Like literally enough pressure to cause me to fall deeper in that direction.  Then a feeling like lighting coursing though that shoulder from the pressure down though the rotator cuff.

beyond that.  I was talking to my older brother about what my mother had said.  He didn't think she meant anything metaphysical, and said that he hadn't noticed anything lately... but I have on some occasions, shadow people and such, so I'm not sure what to think on that front.