Dreams from yesterday's eve, and last night.

Yesterday eve:

I was in a car, passing over a river, with my father and eldest brother.  The river was overfilled, swelling over the banks, the river into a lake.  Next to the river there was a drainage runoff, with lots of water running into it. 

We finally got to the lake, and there was a large stone or cemenet retaining wall, with the surf pounding against the banks the wall.  You could see water bubbling up from underneith the water levels rising.  The surf pounding the wall continously.

My brother was eating a cookie, and he broke off a peice and put it into a stone dog statue, and put another peice into an anthromorphic bloodhound statue, which had a leash attached.

We sat at a high wooden table with bar stools around it.  My alarm went off after we sat down.

Last nights:

I was at a cabin, I remember looking at it with someone else, maybe in a past dream, looking at this cabin and other houses.  I was with someone who was going to buy it.  I went out onto the deck, which is overlooking a ravine, and I was looking at the town down below though a pair of high powered binoculars. The last thing I remember doing is holding onto these binoculars and jumping off the deck, thinking that they would allow me to glide down safely.  I woke up after I jumped.

Dreams of Home. Dreams of Luin, possibly. Meditation Visions, Oh My!

So, I had a few dreams last night, after saying that I hadn't been remembering any.

I was at home, seemingly alone, in my eldest brothers room, watching his TV, seemingly Friday night television, he wasn't home, but I believe Teddy, the puppy that my family has recently gotten was with me.  Overall the feeling of the dream was 'dark' but not 'menacing'. I believe that I had to take him out at one point... I mention in a recording that it was weird...

As for hat I did remember upon waking...

I had a dream about having a dream.  In the dream I wrote down a dream that I had about Luin in her attic.  There was a ramp going up and coming from there was leaves blowing down.  From what I could tell I was seeing though her eyes, and she was attempting some sort of ritual.  As she was doing it, the leaves were blowing around her, like a cyclone of some sort. If I had to guess they were comming out of a broken skylight or something similar.

I was writing these details down on a piece of paper using a pencil in the dream that I had.  But it was like remembering a dream within a dream.

Also while I was trying to fall asleep I had a vision of a snow embankment.  Sitting in it was a head. As I watched it, it slowly melted down into the embankment until it disappeared.

In other news... I'm still sick, called my doctor and he wants to continue the medicine I'm on now, and wants me to stay out of work for a few more days, Rosi, my assistant manager isn't going to schedule me until Friday of next week.  Bless her.

More Dreams

I had a dream that I was in a car with my mother and father, driving down a road that seemed like it was a figure 8, crisscrossing each other.  Along the side and in the middle of these lanes were redwood trees.  I remember that we almost hit one of them while driving down the road.

Another dream, or a later point in the current one.  I was in an almost empty apartment, with my mother and a couch and an end table.  My mom was saying that my dog seemed comfortable here.  And that when my mom had to go somewhere that my dog had stayed in this apartment with some friends of hers.

This dream then turned pretty cartoonish, where there was a fly who had the ability to open a lock, or eat though it.  The locks were attached to floating carrots, and the fly was eating though the lock and giving the carrot to my dog, who would then eat it.  The fly then ate more locks, letting the carrots fall to the floor.  It then started to count, 1, 2, 3, to the number 10.  The locks were then ground down into these monsters, or more flys and said "Get ready to run" and started to chase my dog.

Thats about all I remember.

Strange night.

Well... that was a decidedly strange night for sure.  It started out with me talking to Luinbariel about a few things, mentioning shields and such.  So I decided. "Its been a while since I worked on mine, I might as well..."

So I got down to it.  Got off the computer around 11:30ish, probably 10 or so minutes later, within reason.  I went though the steps, opening chakras, bringing in energy into myself, flushing grounding, all of that.  First thing that happened.  While doing the meditation I felt as if my body was approaching a wall.  As if I was flying though the darkness that is typical of my void meditation and approaching something.  It came from my right side.  My body jerked as if I was attempting to move away from whatever I was approaching (I am going to upload the recordings when I'm done, check 111205_001.mp3 for this recording.)  I made a note in this that I also attempted to make my detection shield as well.

EDIT:  After i made my shield (why did I make it rusy orange in color? I have no idea.) I started at my  head, an willed energy down though my body, with the intent of pushing out impurities and other such things.  I felt the pressure build as I went though iht, When I was near my throat I felt the pressure in my stomach/solar plexuses/sacral chakra's, as I went lower so did the pressure, until it was all down by my feet, which is where grounding takes place, that and the root...  It was odd as well...

1:56 in the morning (111205_002.mp3)  I had a dream where I had a chat with Luin over IRC.  She was video chatting with people and that she remembered when she needed a youtube account.  That she was going to  'use it until it falls'.  She was also discussing about how she was working on 'getting me there' (to where she lives?" and that it was going to cost $69... *shrugs*

There was something else, as noted in 111205_003.mp3

I had a dream where there were at least two four headed dogs in my dreams.  They had heads on either side of their body, if you ever seen the cartoon Catdog, you know what I'm getting at, except two heads on either side.  At one point one of them had a human head on one side, and two dog heads on the other.  It was strange, enough so that I believe that is why I ended up waking up when I did.

And then there was the dream where someone else and I were going though a place.  Sort of like a waterpark,  We were friends with the owner, and we ended up launching a watercraft out of one area into another.  We ended up breaking a glass partition, and I offered to pay for it.  Someone was chasing us, so I jumped down and landed into another pool of water.

I then was at work suddenly talking to Chantal.  On the table was a group of labels with sticky backing, stapled with a staple gun, each end of one attached to the next with the staples, with the ends pointing at a chair.  Decidedly strange.

111205_004 mentions that I said in the dream where I was upstairs at work, that I had 'gone though it multiple times, and that the second time through I managed to make them think it wasn't my fault.  I seem to remember having the dream, at least twice, where the outcomes were different... 

AND 111205_005.  I was working in the grocery back room, still for the Deli as I do IRL.  I was looking for our order to get back to the deli.  It was on top of a large metal shelving.  I had to go up some hydraulically controlled stairs to get on top of these shelves.  Where I could see the stuff I wanted.  I remember watching someone control these stairs with wonder and awe.  The stairs had a series of buttons on the handrail on the side, so that you could control how high it went up.

Even though I wasn't allowed to couch the power jacks I was chosen to help someone do some work in the back room, to get the items for the Deli.

These are the 5 recordings in question. 

Two updates, Whoo!

Whelp.  I took a nap.

I had a bit of a dream fragment during it.

I was walking though a parking garage.  There were a few people in it, and I walked around past the cars and them.  Next to a van there was 3 smaller dogs lying on the ground, and on the other side two larger ones where sitting.  Walking past the van itself I saw at least two people inside, reclining in the drivers and passenger seats, respectively.

A woman who I walked past looked at the dogs and remarked, "Oh what well trained dogs!"

As I exited the dogs I saw an olderman talking to himself.  "Well how about soup, that's a good human food.  We also need..." He started to list things like chicken breast, different brands of dog foods, and some other things though the particulars I do not remember.  He had an odd sort of accent.

He was taller than he looked, and walked with a slightly bent back.  Graying hair, salt and pepper beard.  I believe he had on a vest, with many pockets, and possibly a Bluetooth in his ear.

Strange dreams

Last night was a strange night.

I attempted for the first time to use a sigil before falling asleep, to loose success since I didn't meditate on it much (heh, I know, lazy prick).  The point of which was to meet my guide in my dreams.

I either dreamed, or did wake up at least twice throughout the night, the second time being when everyone else was awake and the sun was starting to come up, probably 6:30 in the morning or so?.

As far as my dreams.  I was in a room with a few other people.  It was 7 in the morning, the sun was coming up, and I was telling them that I should get to sleep.

Another dream I remember having, granted in no particular order, was getting a text from my manager, saying "Its past 6 o'clock, so its already too late"

I think that was in relation to getting to work on time.  Not quite sure though.

The other dream was a bit weirder though.

I was at home, when I heard noise outside, something like a dog barking, except inside my own back yard.  I knew that my dog was in the house, and saw her as I went outside.  In my yard was 3 other dogs, all golden retrievers.  I brought them into my house.  My dog has brown eyes, red collar.  One of the other dogs had the same red collar, but blue eyes, another had brown eyes like mine, but with a rope like collar with a solid brass ring  (almost like a necklace) hanging from their neck.  The third I cannot remember.

I remember thinking that the one with the rope looked a little mean, or somehow slightly deformed in the shape of its head.

The one with the blue eyes was the one I ended up spending the most time with.

It was just a strange dream, and a strange night overall.