I done went and did a thing.

I've always been very interested in Drummond, as Luinbariel is aware.

I decided to try to contact my own guides for once.  I started by lighting my candle, as sad as it probably is for this purpose.  I then started meditating, and waited till I could feel my energy.

I requested from my guides, that I wish for their council, tonight in my dreams, or to work though me tonight if they so wished it.  I said that they could use my candle as a beacon, that it was lit for them to help find me. 

I poured energy into it, while accepting more into myself.  The energy leaving both of my hands were blue, from my left, and green from my right.  The energy entering me was white to yellow in color.

I then worked on my shielding, programming them to let Luinbariel, Drummond, and my guides in.  While keeping those wishing me harm or those with negative influence out.  While doing this I felt something akin to a hand hold my left forearm. Followed by tingling in my left foot and left hand.

I also felt my right bicep twinge when I was setting up a shield to help protect me from scrying attempts from someone that I know has the ability to remote view.

While doing that last one, the candle in front of me flickered a few times, and I saw it play on the inside of my eyelids.

Whelp...

I'm actually not sure what to make of any of it.

Ill just copy and paste cause its easier...

I should also mention I did some grounded meditation today.  Seemed like some of the colors that I was 'seeing' were darker than they should have been, at least as far as the heart chakra, the throat, and the root.  Not sure if that was just me or something that I should have paid more attention to...

[21:09:07] <@Lycaon> So, sitting downstairs eating nachos with my parents. My mother says "Seems like alot of activity around this place, lots of people wandering about"
[21:09:17] <@Lycaon> not sure if she ment inso much as spirit activity or what.
[21:10:29] <@Lycaon> Also, sitting downstairs watching tv with my brother as the parents watched the superbowl.  I'm leaning on my left elbow, when that same shoulder suddenly felt like someone took a finger and just PUSHED down on it.  Like literally enough pressure to cause me to fall deeper in that direction.  Then a feeling like lighting coursing though that shoulder from the pressure down though the rotator cuff.

beyond that.  I was talking to my older brother about what my mother had said.  He didn't think she meant anything metaphysical, and said that he hadn't noticed anything lately... but I have on some occasions, shadow people and such, so I'm not sure what to think on that front.