I done went and did a thing.

I've always been very interested in Drummond, as Luinbariel is aware.

I decided to try to contact my own guides for once.  I started by lighting my candle, as sad as it probably is for this purpose.  I then started meditating, and waited till I could feel my energy.

I requested from my guides, that I wish for their council, tonight in my dreams, or to work though me tonight if they so wished it.  I said that they could use my candle as a beacon, that it was lit for them to help find me. 

I poured energy into it, while accepting more into myself.  The energy leaving both of my hands were blue, from my left, and green from my right.  The energy entering me was white to yellow in color.

I then worked on my shielding, programming them to let Luinbariel, Drummond, and my guides in.  While keeping those wishing me harm or those with negative influence out.  While doing this I felt something akin to a hand hold my left forearm. Followed by tingling in my left foot and left hand.

I also felt my right bicep twinge when I was setting up a shield to help protect me from scrying attempts from someone that I know has the ability to remote view.

While doing that last one, the candle in front of me flickered a few times, and I saw it play on the inside of my eyelids.

Interesting information.

So, I've been reading the book Journey of Souls by Michael Newton.

Its quite the interesting book, describing soul groups, guardians, teachers, among other things.


One of the things that caught my attention was the color scheme as it is described in the book, white being the youngest uneducated souls, up to yellow, dark yellow, light blue, then dark blue/purple.


I notice the color green is interestingly absent from this scheme, which is a healing color, so maybe it has less to do with the experience of the souls and more to do with them if they are a good healer or something similar?


This also reminded me of how in Luinbariel's aura drawings she was quite the purple color.  Just made me chuckle.  I am also reminded of the fact that alot of the descriptions of things in this book are quite alike to Luin's dreams about the matter of souls passing over into the afterlife.


Interesting information, as I said.

Interesting weekend

This weekend has been quite an interesting one for me.

I had a life reading over the phone.  Had some ideas confirmed, had some new ones tossed about, had others that were similar uttered, but that had their differences.

Not sure what to make of it all... But I was told this... My life is about balance, between logic and intuition... I can see this.

If I remember correctly one of the times that I had Luinbariel do a tarot card pull for me, it was all about balance, about finding what was going to work for me, when it came down to logic, and intuition, thinking and feeling.

The other interesting thing that came from that was the idea that my soul group, which is 3 others besides myself, were supposedly monks in a previous life.  Food for thought.

I also did a tarot thread for /x/ tonight, my first one.  Seemed to go really well, and was a fun time... I must remember to try this again.

Dreams of Home. Dreams of Luin, possibly. Meditation Visions, Oh My!

So, I had a few dreams last night, after saying that I hadn't been remembering any.

I was at home, seemingly alone, in my eldest brothers room, watching his TV, seemingly Friday night television, he wasn't home, but I believe Teddy, the puppy that my family has recently gotten was with me.  Overall the feeling of the dream was 'dark' but not 'menacing'. I believe that I had to take him out at one point... I mention in a recording that it was weird...

As for hat I did remember upon waking...

I had a dream about having a dream.  In the dream I wrote down a dream that I had about Luin in her attic.  There was a ramp going up and coming from there was leaves blowing down.  From what I could tell I was seeing though her eyes, and she was attempting some sort of ritual.  As she was doing it, the leaves were blowing around her, like a cyclone of some sort. If I had to guess they were comming out of a broken skylight or something similar.

I was writing these details down on a piece of paper using a pencil in the dream that I had.  But it was like remembering a dream within a dream.

Also while I was trying to fall asleep I had a vision of a snow embankment.  Sitting in it was a head. As I watched it, it slowly melted down into the embankment until it disappeared.

In other news... I'm still sick, called my doctor and he wants to continue the medicine I'm on now, and wants me to stay out of work for a few more days, Rosi, my assistant manager isn't going to schedule me until Friday of next week.  Bless her.

More dreams.

Hmm.

Dreamed that I woke up at 8PM at night and got on my computer to find Luinbariel talking to another unknown nick in the IRC channel that we frequent.  I mentioned how it was odd that I was waking up and it was 8 o'clock at night

Another dream was that I left my house at night and drove to the grocery store.  I got in line and bought 2 packs of cigarettes along with another item and the total cost was 60 dollars.  I gave them a 50 and a 10 and got a penny back.  As I was paying for my items another customer attempted to walk behind the counter and was told to wait their turn and that they were not allowed behind the counter.  I finished paying for it and left, and when i got outside I noitced that my brothers SUV was idling in the parking lot close to my car.  The passenger door to my car was wide open and my brother opened the window of his vehicle and yelled at me.

Thats about all I remember at the moment.

EDIT:  Was just reading my book, and it had a chapter about influencing people.  It mentioned interviews, interestingly enough.  Which caused me to remember this little dream.

I was looking at a website of some sort that had the names of the people that interviewed for the computer operator position.  Under my name when I clicked it, it had only one bullet.  When clicking on another persons name it had multiple ones, they seemed to be positive things about that applicant.

Hopefully not a foretelling dream I guess...