Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Of climing mountians in cars.

I must admit, this was a strange one for me.

I found myself in a car, with who I believe was my father.  We saw a bunch of cars pass, if I had to guess, I would say they were Chevelle SS's.  They passed by us, and then went up a side road heading up a kind of steep incline. My father in the passangerseat looked at a road to our right and then called out suddenly.

"Take this next right" (although in the dream its hard to say if I heard him say this, or heard him think this particular thoughtO

I turned our car onto what turned out to be a dirt path and hit the gas.  I watched as the slow incline started to get higher, soon we were climbing a hill that had to be at least a 45 degree incline.

I hit the gas harder and heard the dirt fly out behind us as we climbed the hill. Suddenly trees loomed ahead of us, and I turned the wheel to the right.  The car continued to climb the impossible hill.

After a bit more climbing more trees loomed ahead, I turned the vehicle to the left this time and saw a wall of trees ahead of us.  The car spun.

I found myself outside of the vehicle, holding on to a rope.  Easing the car down, I attempted to rest the front bumper against a rock jutting from the ground.  As I eased the car there I saw the rock sag forward, the car moved with it, towards a cliff just beyond it. 

I woke up just after this.

I think I also had a dream where I was working with a new person, or maybe it was Dave who has been working another job for the past few months...   Other than that nothing worth mentioning.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Meditation symbols, Multiple dreams. What?

Okay...

So, Before falling asleep I saw an image while meditating.

It was of a tree, stretching up wards looking normal, but the bottom of it, where one would expect to see roots was more like two large roots coming from either end, looking more like fangs, or triangles.


I drew a rough sketch above, of what it was similar to.

I also did some energy work, saw some more baby blue background colors, did some shielding with specific instructions on who or what was allowed in, I specifically said to 'let the dreams come' while doing the sheilding.

I had a dream about being at work, where Rosi asked me to stay til 1:30 instead of staying til 1.  Fun fact, I got out of work early Sunday, 1PM, instead of staying til 2.  *shrugs*

Another dream was me being at home, taking vitamins.  For some reason I couldn't swallow the multivitamin. I kept chocking on it, and spitting it back into my hand, and it was melting quite badly. I attempted to take it one more time, and it ended up breaking in my mouth into three pieces, and one of them lodged into the back of my throat.  I remember spitting out two of them, and feeling the last one lodged there, chocking on it.  Reaching back into my throat I attempted to grab it with my fingers.

I woke up, made a recording of the dream on my DVR, and then went back to sleep. 

The next dream was also quite interesting.  I dreamed that I stole my brothers lighter from his room, and took it to mine.  While I was there I smoked a couple of cigarettes then grabbed something else. It looked like this.


It was tied with red yarn, and was quite dry, smoldered quite a bit, but stayed lit when it was dragged on.

I mention that it is similar to the thing that I saw while meditating, but it wasn't have the pointed edges at the bottom, though the thing in the meditation reminded me more of a tree, where this is a bound bundle...

I was smoking these things in my room, and it was quite dark... I remember seeing the color of the flame from the lighter dancing across the room when I lit one of these things.  The cigarettes didn't have much effect on me, but when I lit the bundle it felt like I had suddenly drank a whole six pack of beer in short order.  Buzzed and or drunk, I remember getting up, and going to my door of my room, and looking out into the hallway, I blew smoke into the hallway and watched it linger.  I looked towards my parents room, and closed the door, noticing the light was on in their room, but only near my mothers computer.

I sat down and relight the bundle, and noticed it seemed to have some sort of leaves on the edges of the sticks, but not down into the base. I took a few more puffs, and then the door to my room opened.  I remember shaking the stick and watching the embers go out, the smoke waft into the air.  I put it behind my bed, and took a leaf from a tree and put it next to it.  The lighter was still in my hand, still lit, even though I had a hard time lighting it the second time and I remember hiding it behind my back, I remember seeing the light playing off my arms, and closing the lid to put it out, but never being burned, or anything catching on fire even though I remember putting it down on my bed while it was still on.

My brother was in my doorway showing me a rope that was seemingly chewed though. it was alternating yellow/orange/black rope.  He went to go show my mother, and her door was now closed and he just walked into her room like he did mine.  I took the lighter downstairs, and it was really dark down there too.  My father was sitting in his recliner in the living room, and said hello.  I went and put the lighter into my brothers room and left it on his tower speaker.

I also barely remember having a dream about an angel like figure being chased down for one reason or another, but also remember believing that it wasn't me that they were chasing... maybe I was watching someone else being chased?

*shrugs*

Friday, March 2, 2012

Dreams of Home. Dreams of Luin, possibly. Meditation Visions, Oh My!

So, I had a few dreams last night, after saying that I hadn't been remembering any.

I was at home, seemingly alone, in my eldest brothers room, watching his TV, seemingly Friday night television, he wasn't home, but I believe Teddy, the puppy that my family has recently gotten was with me.  Overall the feeling of the dream was 'dark' but not 'menacing'. I believe that I had to take him out at one point... I mention in a recording that it was weird...

As for hat I did remember upon waking...

I had a dream about having a dream.  In the dream I wrote down a dream that I had about Luin in her attic.  There was a ramp going up and coming from there was leaves blowing down.  From what I could tell I was seeing though her eyes, and she was attempting some sort of ritual.  As she was doing it, the leaves were blowing around her, like a cyclone of some sort. If I had to guess they were comming out of a broken skylight or something similar.

I was writing these details down on a piece of paper using a pencil in the dream that I had.  But it was like remembering a dream within a dream.

Also while I was trying to fall asleep I had a vision of a snow embankment.  Sitting in it was a head. As I watched it, it slowly melted down into the embankment until it disappeared.

In other news... I'm still sick, called my doctor and he wants to continue the medicine I'm on now, and wants me to stay out of work for a few more days, Rosi, my assistant manager isn't going to schedule me until Friday of next week.  Bless her.

Friday, February 24, 2012

Trips, Cars, and Confucius

Dreaming about cars, near misses, as far as accidents go.

I was on a road trip with someone.  We ended up stopping at what seemed to be an abandoned lot. The person I was with got out of the car, ran into the lot and used it as a lavatory.  Someone started to clear it out with a plow, and found the excrement and threw it at my car, I believe it landed on the roof.

From there I found myself driving, and the car in front of me pulled off into the left lane, I slowed down some and he almost sideswipes my car getting back into the right lane.  I'm not sure what destination was in mind though.

I found myself with my father, and I was driving to work, and I parked in a parking lot, bu tit was a strange parking lot.  I almost drove out of hte parking lot.  I turned around found a parking spot.  To the right of it was handicapped parking, and behind it was a parking spot that was reserved for a wrestler of some sort.  There was a machine next to my car that was there for reading fortunes.   I believe my father said it was Confucius sayings.

My father starts talking to some woman, I belive she parked in the wrestler parking spot.

 Both of my brothers are there suddenly.  My brother Doug was talking to some fat guy who was sitting on a bench, while Randy was saying how he taught Doug this or that.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Dreams from the nights of the 16th, and 17th

Lets see, night before last.  I dreamed that the fish case was stocked with some fish, but mostly lemons... and also about a packet of pills, starting with a Z, the thought I had upon waking up was either anti-depressants, and with just asking a friend about those sorts of things they said either Zoloft or Xanax.  One is an anti-depressant, the other is an anti-anxiety.

The other dream from that night was a bit longer.  I was looking for books... Some of them seemed to be strategies for Starcraft, to be precise, Zerg strategies. I also found a fantasy book set in the Starcraft universe, also about the Zerg.  I was in a bookstore looking at these things, and then found myself in a garage of some sort, and up in a second floor window, outside was the guy who owned the books.  I was thinking about how I could pay him, when he was up there and I was down here...

Somehow I ended up finding one of my coworkers, Megan, and her boyfriend Adam.  We were talking, though I don't remember about what, and I put my arm around her, while Adam was watching.  He didn't react and somehow we ended up in a three way hug.


Last nights dreams were not quite as.... pleasant.

I was at work again.  I was near the trash compactor, when I started to hear this clinking sound, one bit after another.  I backed away from the entrance to the machine and watched as something resembling a sword came out of the opening, followed by another.  I backed away from it and into the grocery back room proper.  I turned away from the spider like creature made of metal and looked around me.  The back room was in chaos.  As I watched one of the larger power jacks was surging forward on its own, while an associate that works there was struggling to stop it.  He lost control and let go of the machine.  I ran forward grabbed the control stick and held back on the accelerator. It pitched back and forth as if it was struggling to move forward and backward at the same time. 

One of the grocery personal looked at me when I grabbed onto the machine, and yelled out "I don't think you're authorized to use that machine!"

I looked at them in shock, then flipped up a button on the machine, and flipped the switch to an off position.

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I then found myself outside, walking home.  All around me where rolling hills, green as far as the eye could see.  Close to me was another Market Basket, and in the distance, trees dominated the landscape.  Walking past the pathway that led up to the store, I observed 3 individuals walking along the paved path. I looked past them and continue along my path, watching as one of the three dropped behind them, two walked in front of me and with a slightly faster pace move away from me down the path.  the one behind me ends up tapping me on the shoulder.  Turning to look I see Nick, someone I used to work with at Market basket.  I then notice that I'm still wearing my deli uniform and Market Basket ballcap. 

"Hey Nick, long time no see..."

"What are you talking about you just saw me a little while ago..."  He replied.

I think back to the last time I had seen him, and realize that he is correct. (This is not true in reality however, but somehow was in the dream itself."

Walking along we chatted for a while.

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I found myself in a house.  It reminded me alot of my grandparents home, except looking though the windows in the kitchen you could see into the backyard, which there wasn't such windows in their home.  I could see a pool where the bedrooms should have been, and past that what looked to be a glass room further down, lit up.  I saw my mother in the kitchen area, and she said that we would be staying two weeks.  I thought to myself how I didn't bring any clothing, and how I wasn't even dressed to use the pool, when I looked down at my clothing to notice that I was wearing a pair of orange swim trunks (which I own in reality) and a black t-shirt.

Walking outside I now saw that everyone I had seen outside had left, except for my father who was in the aqua-jet portion of the pool. I jump in and swim around a bit, then when I'm looking to get out I see that I'm supposed to put one leg on the edge of the pool and pull myself out, that there was a graphic on the edge of the pool showing this method.

My father, was standing there and then for some reason the entire pool changed.  Its no longer an underground pool, but an above ground one.  The water itself didnt' change levels, so I'm standing in ankle deep water, and he shows how you can "open" the side of the pool, the water that was there stayed there and I step out onto the grass.

Then I woke up.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Whelp...

I'm actually not sure what to make of any of it.

Ill just copy and paste cause its easier...

I should also mention I did some grounded meditation today.  Seemed like some of the colors that I was 'seeing' were darker than they should have been, at least as far as the heart chakra, the throat, and the root.  Not sure if that was just me or something that I should have paid more attention to...

[21:09:07] <@Lycaon> So, sitting downstairs eating nachos with my parents. My mother says "Seems like alot of activity around this place, lots of people wandering about"
[21:09:17] <@Lycaon> not sure if she ment inso much as spirit activity or what.
[21:10:29] <@Lycaon> Also, sitting downstairs watching tv with my brother as the parents watched the superbowl.  I'm leaning on my left elbow, when that same shoulder suddenly felt like someone took a finger and just PUSHED down on it.  Like literally enough pressure to cause me to fall deeper in that direction.  Then a feeling like lighting coursing though that shoulder from the pressure down though the rotator cuff.

beyond that.  I was talking to my older brother about what my mother had said.  He didn't think she meant anything metaphysical, and said that he hadn't noticed anything lately... but I have on some occasions, shadow people and such, so I'm not sure what to think on that front.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Dream from last night

This was bit of a strange dream...

My first reaction upon waking was "I had a dream where I interacted with a ghost." Followed by "I also dreamed I was spitting chickens in the Dairy cooler, and was talking to Brian. I got out before Kevin got in there, so I didn't get yelled at"

"I had a dream where there was a bunch of tiny blimps flying around, trying to destroy a city"

I also dreamed that I had attended some sort of party, I think with Kacie, one of my co-workers.  Kevin was playing the piano, I think one of the things I had put down in my dream was my digital voice recorder.

We somehow found ourselves outside, and Kacie saw something though the trees which frightened her.  I looked through the trees and saw something moving though it.  I think that is where I got the "I interacted with a ghost" part.  But upon looking though the brush I though it was nothing.

"Something glowing yellow is haunted"  Was something that was said to me in the dream, maybe by the 'ghost' figure in the brush?  I think that somehow Sex played a role in my dream again...

I ended up going home with her, and the next morning find the devices.  I had the tail end of the performance, from multiple angles, watching people singing, dancing, making music, and I seemed to have the very beginning of the evening, but it was set to start playing at the end.

The device ended up being my brothers, and he had all the passcodes to access the data on it, and I remember wanting a copy since it would also probably have me having sex on it..

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Dreaming in threes...

The first dream, was of my father and I in a truck.  I believe that he had killed a deer of some sort, and we were taking it home.  I remember looking at it, and it actually looked like already prepared meat, like a Virginia ham, made by thin and trim, all cylindrical and such.

I remember we were wrapping it in something, and going to put it on the grill when it fell and landed on the ground, Suzie my dog was there and just sat there and looked at it.

The next dream I had was my brother was making a cake for me, a birthday cake, It was also of a very strange size, put on floppy cardboard. He had handed it to me when it was done, and I was sitting in a chair, and it had started to spin of its own accord.  When he finally grabbed it I had relieved, as I was afraid I was going to drop it. 

He was mixing frosting with strawberries when I had left.  I remember accidentally walking into my fathers room in this dream and he started to sit up, and I walked out.

I think I then went into my room and fell asleep, and after something about vampires, (I really cannot remember what, just that I had mumbled that into my recorder this morning) I had a dream where I woke up at work, It was busy, like a Sunday.  Chantal looked at me, and had asked if I was awake yet, and I could only respond "No."  I also thought to myself in this dream that I really should make a recording of my other two dreams, but didn't become lucid, but I did end up waking up after that thought.

But, I have to get ready for work, since they had called me.  But Success! I managed to get the Christmas card I had promised out into the mail today. So I'm happy.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Dreaming of Haunted Houses.

Slept pretty well last night.  Didn't wake up at all.  Though I did have a few interesting dreams.

I dreamed that I had watched a movie based upon a 'true haunted house story'  It seemed pretty realistic, where the family was terrorized by an unseen entity.  Later, It was almost like I had moved into the house that was in the movie.  I remember thinking "I wonder if my parents know that this is the house from the movie."

I wish with two younger kids, as well, and I was walking though a hallway with them.  One of the rooms, was in shades of gray, and in the far corner there was a stuffed bunny.  The young kid, who had a full head of blond curls (something akin to what I myself looked like when I was young, I suspect.), turned to look into the room and walk into it.  I stopped them... Instead the stuffed rabbit came closer to us.

The other dream that I had was about me at work.  I was with a couple of coworkers, and I remember one of them stuck some labels onto my back.  I noticed that none of us were wearing our work attire, and I looked at the bottom of my shoes, Shannon took a rubber stamp and stamped the bottom of my shoe.  I found my jacket in the trashcan a bit afterwards, and I remember reaching behind my back and removing the labels.

I woke up after that.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Strange Dream

I was heading though the woods, going home, over the gnarled roots.

I could hear someone talking about the humidity, about how it was supposed to be 90 degrees out, but there was snow on the ground.  I remember picking up some snow as I moved, and exited the wooded area into a beach area.  I remember throwing the snow into the lake, which was partially frozen.

I entered though a sliding glass door.  The floors were made of wood and my boots where melting all over it.  They had mud and sand all over them.  I cleaned up after myself using a towel, and from there walked into the kitchen.  My mother had a bowl and a plate, my father had a bowl, and I believe there were two more bowls on the table.  I grabbed three more plates.  They were square, and white.  and I grabbed some of the food for myself.  I believe they were dumplings with some sort of sauce on them.

I remember thinking that I should get some for my brother, who currently lives in Medford.

I remembered another dream, or a part of the first, a bit later.

I was with a group of people. One of the other guys was saying about how a Dodge Charger (it might have been Challenger however) would be a nice car, and it seemed like he had alot of money cause he was talking about buying it.  I remember walking up to someones car, knocking on the window, and asking if I could get a ride from them.  They said yes.

I think that I actually had the part with the cars before the one about going though the woods, like those events led up to me running though the woods. But it honestly felt like I was running from something, for one reason or another.