Drunk Tarot

Problem	Solution

Well this is a first, two of the same suite... The three of swords means "Stormy weather for the affections, Tears, separation, quarreling.  A general upheaval of the environment. Possibility of civil war. Political strife."

The 9 of swords? "Suffering, loss, misery, Burden, oppression. Doubt and desolation. Illness. May mean death of a loved one"

Dude... what?

Tarot Pull...

Problem, Reversed	Solution Reversed

Alrighty then...The knight means "a static nature that is unprogressive, dull, timid, idle, or careless.  It indicates stagnation in one's affairs."

I can agree with that.

The queen? "A perverse character. Intelligent but not to be relied on. Dishonesty. Immorality"

Um, wat?

Tarot Pull

Problem, Reversed	Solution, Reversed

So, The Hermit, reversed means "Refusal to listen to wisdom, Immaturity, foolish vices. Rejection of maturity; the tendency to be a perpetual Peter Pan"

I could see those being problems, I wonder what the Page of Pentacles reveals?

Page of Pentacles, reversed "Dissipation and excess.  Too great pleasure in the material things of life. Wastefulness, luxury. News of the loss of money or worldly goods."

I... don't see how those two correlate, or relate to me at the moment.  I can be immature, at times, but... I don't see how the page in this case relates to the hermit... thoughts?

Dream and Tarot Pull

Hmm, I had a dream last night.  I was in my car, selling coffee out of the back seat, I just put into the keg a full pot of pumpkin coffee. My father showed up, asking why I was still in the car, and I told him it was because I was waiting for these people to decide if they wanted to buy coffee or not. They said they didn't, so I left the car, and locked up, and found myself in the store.

Inside there were 2 women, one blond haired, the other, a brunette, and the blond was wandering around.  I was looking around and noticed gum, bought from another store, repriced and put out for 3.29 a package.  The blond woman walked around me, touching things, looking at a roast beef that was left out, on top of a case, running her hand along it, then along my arm, smiling, and wandering away.

She kept coming back around to me, so I finally followed her into the next room, walking up behind her, and grasping her, feeling her curves...  Her friend poked her head around the corner, blushed and walked away... I woke up as I slipped my hands down between her legs...

Yea....

Onto tarot pull!

Tarot Pull + Dream

So, lets start with the pull

Problem	Solution

I kinda wish i was doing this on purpose now...

My problem is the ace of cups, "The beginning of great love. Joy, contentment. Productiveness, fertility. Beauty and pleasure. A reminder that when the mind is filled with Spirit, the Spirit will fill the material cup to overflowing"

My solution is The High Priestess, "Unrevaled future, hidden influences at work. Of special value for artists, poets, composers, mystics.  When this card apperas in a man's reading, it represents the perfect woman all men dream of; in a woman's reading it may indicate that she can find such virtues in herself or in a friend."

The points that stand out to me is the fact that the problem card has connected to it "A reminder that when the mind is filled with spirit..."  Whereas the second card, my solution is the high priestess which is a card that is highly dealing with matters of a spiritual nature.  I think that this pull is telling me that I have been ignoring matters of the spirit, as of late, in order to deal with matters of the physical.

Something to ponder I suppose, now onto something spiritual (in a sense) with a dream from last night.

Tarot Pull

Problem	Solution

The Ten of Cups means "contentment. Lasting happiness because it is inspired from above rather than being the sensual satisfaction indicated in the nine of cups. Perfection of human love. Great friendship. lasting success. Peacemaking."

The empress means "material wealth, marriage, fertility for would-be parents, for farmers, or for people in the creative arts.  If its position is not in the best placement in relation to other cards, it sometimes indicates luxury or dissipation."

I'm not seeing how these two cards are related really.  I can see that the problem is kind of pointing at those qualities taken to extremes, for example the fact I try to keep the peace, and such.  But I'm not sure how to take the empress in this situation.

Tarot Pull

Problem	Solution

So Without going into the long and short of it, the hanged man is saying that my self-surrender is the problem in this case, while the 9 of wands is saying that I need to find the strength to push though to the end...