Saturday, December 10, 2011

Dreaming of Haunted Houses.

Slept pretty well last night.  Didn't wake up at all.  Though I did have a few interesting dreams.

I dreamed that I had watched a movie based upon a 'true haunted house story'  It seemed pretty realistic, where the family was terrorized by an unseen entity.  Later, It was almost like I had moved into the house that was in the movie.  I remember thinking "I wonder if my parents know that this is the house from the movie."

I wish with two younger kids, as well, and I was walking though a hallway with them.  One of the rooms, was in shades of gray, and in the far corner there was a stuffed bunny.  The young kid, who had a full head of blond curls (something akin to what I myself looked like when I was young, I suspect.), turned to look into the room and walk into it.  I stopped them... Instead the stuffed rabbit came closer to us.

The other dream that I had was about me at work.  I was with a couple of coworkers, and I remember one of them stuck some labels onto my back.  I noticed that none of us were wearing our work attire, and I looked at the bottom of my shoes, Shannon took a rubber stamp and stamped the bottom of my shoe.  I found my jacket in the trashcan a bit afterwards, and I remember reaching behind my back and removing the labels.

I woke up after that.

Friday, December 9, 2011

Odd meditation experience.

Well, a long day prevented me from posting this before now.

I had an odd experience last night, while meditating after taking some Nyqil.  Probably not the smartest thing to attempt, since any results would be suspect, but I wouldn't be the first person to use a substance and then attempt something metaphysical related.

I was meditating, and I had an odd sensation.  Instead of the usual 'I can feel energy' sensation it was more like a rhythmic pounding.  Not that many people would understand the sound I'm talking about.  Its was something akin to something bouncing off of a rotating blade at a high rate of speed, a rhythmic pounding.

I was lying back feeling the energy. But instead of being smooth, it felt like that.  It also felt like my arms and legs were getting pulled away from my core.  Down, and away, and then after being stretched, away  to my left. All the while, the rhythmic pounding.  It was just an odd experience. I fell asleep a short while afterwards.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Dream Fragment

Just a small bit of a dream remembered.

I was in my grandparents house, I was going to stay there overnight and was thinking that maybe  I would remember some of my dreams.  I was a few other people, though I can't be sure why.  The atmosphere seemed slightly strange.

That is all I can remember.  Though when I woke up my father was talking to my mother about something, so its not like I had much time to explore what I did remember.  Ah well.

EDIT:

I really didn't do a good job describing this.  I was in the living room.  I was sitting on the sofa in its old position.  That is against the back wall.  The recliner forward a bit to the right.  The main entrance further in front of that, TV in front of me, the hallway into the bedrooms further up on the left, going straight.  On the right side of the hallway would have been the bathroom, on the left, the sowing room, which was my aunts bedroom, the master bedroom after that, and straight ahead was my mothers room, which was also the room my brother and I slept in when we stayed there.

I'm not sure what room I was planning on staying in.  But it was quite misty in the house.  *shrugs*

Monday, December 5, 2011

Strange night.

Well... that was a decidedly strange night for sure.  It started out with me talking to Luinbariel about a few things, mentioning shields and such.  So I decided. "Its been a while since I worked on mine, I might as well..."

So I got down to it.  Got off the computer around 11:30ish, probably 10 or so minutes later, within reason.  I went though the steps, opening chakras, bringing in energy into myself, flushing grounding, all of that.  First thing that happened.  While doing the meditation I felt as if my body was approaching a wall.  As if I was flying though the darkness that is typical of my void meditation and approaching something.  It came from my right side.  My body jerked as if I was attempting to move away from whatever I was approaching (I am going to upload the recordings when I'm done, check 111205_001.mp3 for this recording.)  I made a note in this that I also attempted to make my detection shield as well.

EDIT:  After i made my shield (why did I make it rusy orange in color? I have no idea.) I started at my  head, an willed energy down though my body, with the intent of pushing out impurities and other such things.  I felt the pressure build as I went though iht, When I was near my throat I felt the pressure in my stomach/solar plexuses/sacral chakra's, as I went lower so did the pressure, until it was all down by my feet, which is where grounding takes place, that and the root...  It was odd as well...

1:56 in the morning (111205_002.mp3)  I had a dream where I had a chat with Luin over IRC.  She was video chatting with people and that she remembered when she needed a youtube account.  That she was going to  'use it until it falls'.  She was also discussing about how she was working on 'getting me there' (to where she lives?" and that it was going to cost $69... *shrugs*

There was something else, as noted in 111205_003.mp3

I had a dream where there were at least two four headed dogs in my dreams.  They had heads on either side of their body, if you ever seen the cartoon Catdog, you know what I'm getting at, except two heads on either side.  At one point one of them had a human head on one side, and two dog heads on the other.  It was strange, enough so that I believe that is why I ended up waking up when I did.

And then there was the dream where someone else and I were going though a place.  Sort of like a waterpark,  We were friends with the owner, and we ended up launching a watercraft out of one area into another.  We ended up breaking a glass partition, and I offered to pay for it.  Someone was chasing us, so I jumped down and landed into another pool of water.

I then was at work suddenly talking to Chantal.  On the table was a group of labels with sticky backing, stapled with a staple gun, each end of one attached to the next with the staples, with the ends pointing at a chair.  Decidedly strange.

111205_004 mentions that I said in the dream where I was upstairs at work, that I had 'gone though it multiple times, and that the second time through I managed to make them think it wasn't my fault.  I seem to remember having the dream, at least twice, where the outcomes were different... 

AND 111205_005.  I was working in the grocery back room, still for the Deli as I do IRL.  I was looking for our order to get back to the deli.  It was on top of a large metal shelving.  I had to go up some hydraulically controlled stairs to get on top of these shelves.  Where I could see the stuff I wanted.  I remember watching someone control these stairs with wonder and awe.  The stairs had a series of buttons on the handrail on the side, so that you could control how high it went up.

Even though I wasn't allowed to couch the power jacks I was chosen to help someone do some work in the back room, to get the items for the Deli.

These are the 5 recordings in question. 

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Two updates, Whoo!

Whelp.  I took a nap.

I had a bit of a dream fragment during it.

I was walking though a parking garage.  There were a few people in it, and I walked around past the cars and them.  Next to a van there was 3 smaller dogs lying on the ground, and on the other side two larger ones where sitting.  Walking past the van itself I saw at least two people inside, reclining in the drivers and passenger seats, respectively.

A woman who I walked past looked at the dogs and remarked, "Oh what well trained dogs!"

As I exited the dogs I saw an olderman talking to himself.  "Well how about soup, that's a good human food.  We also need..." He started to list things like chicken breast, different brands of dog foods, and some other things though the particulars I do not remember.  He had an odd sort of accent.

He was taller than he looked, and walked with a slightly bent back.  Graying hair, salt and pepper beard.  I believe he had on a vest, with many pockets, and possibly a Bluetooth in his ear.

Tarot time?!? I think it is. Yes.

Ive been neglecting doing a tarot reading for myself for a while.

So.  I did one, just now.  General reading for the week

My card?


This card, upright, means "Force of character, spiritual power overcoming material power, love triumphing over hate, the higher nature over carnal desires."

That is what the book I have says. As to how it relates to my week? I would say that I need to focus on those qualities to get though it.  Meaning overall that my week itself seems like it is not going to be the best week ever.  Ah well.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Strange Dream

I was heading though the woods, going home, over the gnarled roots.

I could hear someone talking about the humidity, about how it was supposed to be 90 degrees out, but there was snow on the ground.  I remember picking up some snow as I moved, and exited the wooded area into a beach area.  I remember throwing the snow into the lake, which was partially frozen.

I entered though a sliding glass door.  The floors were made of wood and my boots where melting all over it.  They had mud and sand all over them.  I cleaned up after myself using a towel, and from there walked into the kitchen.  My mother had a bowl and a plate, my father had a bowl, and I believe there were two more bowls on the table.  I grabbed three more plates.  They were square, and white.  and I grabbed some of the food for myself.  I believe they were dumplings with some sort of sauce on them.

I remember thinking that I should get some for my brother, who currently lives in Medford.

I remembered another dream, or a part of the first, a bit later.

I was with a group of people. One of the other guys was saying about how a Dodge Charger (it might have been Challenger however) would be a nice car, and it seemed like he had alot of money cause he was talking about buying it.  I remember walking up to someones car, knocking on the window, and asking if I could get a ride from them.  They said yes.

I think that I actually had the part with the cars before the one about going though the woods, like those events led up to me running though the woods. But it honestly felt like I was running from something, for one reason or another.