I done went and did a thing.

I've always been very interested in Drummond, as Luinbariel is aware.

I decided to try to contact my own guides for once.  I started by lighting my candle, as sad as it probably is for this purpose.  I then started meditating, and waited till I could feel my energy.

I requested from my guides, that I wish for their council, tonight in my dreams, or to work though me tonight if they so wished it.  I said that they could use my candle as a beacon, that it was lit for them to help find me. 

I poured energy into it, while accepting more into myself.  The energy leaving both of my hands were blue, from my left, and green from my right.  The energy entering me was white to yellow in color.

I then worked on my shielding, programming them to let Luinbariel, Drummond, and my guides in.  While keeping those wishing me harm or those with negative influence out.  While doing this I felt something akin to a hand hold my left forearm. Followed by tingling in my left foot and left hand.

I also felt my right bicep twinge when I was setting up a shield to help protect me from scrying attempts from someone that I know has the ability to remote view.

While doing that last one, the candle in front of me flickered a few times, and I saw it play on the inside of my eyelids.

Failed meditation, and a dream

Well, I had planed on attempting a bit of a dream experiment... But I ended up falling asleep while in the middle of the meditation...

Regardless, I did have at least one interesting dream that I remember, after waking up at 8AM, and remembering nothing, I fell asleep for 2 hours and remembered the following.

I was at work.  The entire deli and seafood area was torn apart, and a large number of construction workers were working in the seafood area, replacing items.  I remember feeling out of it, in this dream, foggy and hazy.

I remember that I thought there were customers around, still waiting to be helped, even though there was literally nothing to be sold because the cases were torn apart.  I remember looking at the desks in the seafood area and seeing three of them stacked on top of one another.  I reached up to grab something and spilled a bunch of tiny plastic cups, like the ones the kitchen uses to put dipping sauces in, onto the floor.

I felt like I was stumbling, so I left the area.

I found myself in something resembling a home. There was a fairly large gathering of people.  I am actually not sure how many of them I actually remember knowing.

I do remember one person that stood out from the rest.  A young woman, who was sitting by herself for most of the evening.  I just walked up to her and struck up a conversation.

The details of it have faded, but her demeanor reminded me a lot of Luna from Harry Potter.

I remember her spilling her drink when she was pouring herself something and that she just stared at where it fell on the table, and I wiped it up for her.

There was another dream... but for the life of me I cannot remember it.

Strange Dream

I was watching the television in my bedroom, on the screen was two different people, with a black line dividing them, on the left side was a person discussing a plan to investigate an area., behind him was a map, and it depicted an area covered in forest, with a river dividing the forest in half, this person was dressed in a space suite, and the person on the right was dressed more normally.  And they were discussing the plan, but were in two separate areas.  The one of the left was called Slash numerous times by the one on the right.  I believe that it had to do with searching for a creature similar to Bigfoot.

From there the dream seemed to move forward to a colonial style village.  I'm guessing that this is the place where the creature sightings where.  The style of clothing was very similar to this.

Some of it actually reminded me of the movie The Village.

One of the few scenes I remember is the following.

I remember the group of children discussing their experiences. Eventually they decided to go somewhere and when they got back one of their number was missing.  One of the boys said to the girls that it was one of the adults who was supposed to be watching them. "Maybe it was them, maybe that's why they are not here anymore."

Suddenly a voice from behind them said.  Something like "What about me?" and then "Maybe I should do an Irish Jig."

He walked out to the middle of the floor of the cabin, the light from the oil lamps casting his skin an orange glow. He began to dance.  I remember feeling some abject feeling of horror at seeing him dance.

I was then woken up to get ready for work.

I also remember another scene, i don't remember where it was... maybe between where the 'adult' figure shows up, and the children were talking about him still... I remember them mentioning that maybe the other child had hung himself.

All of the clothing looked homemade, homespun.  It actually reminded me of what you would see Amish people wear today.

Of climing mountians in cars.

I must admit, this was a strange one for me.

I found myself in a car, with who I believe was my father.  We saw a bunch of cars pass, if I had to guess, I would say they were Chevelle SS's.  They passed by us, and then went up a side road heading up a kind of steep incline. My father in the passangerseat looked at a road to our right and then called out suddenly.

"Take this next right" (although in the dream its hard to say if I heard him say this, or heard him think this particular thoughtO

I turned our car onto what turned out to be a dirt path and hit the gas.  I watched as the slow incline started to get higher, soon we were climbing a hill that had to be at least a 45 degree incline.

I hit the gas harder and heard the dirt fly out behind us as we climbed the hill. Suddenly trees loomed ahead of us, and I turned the wheel to the right.  The car continued to climb the impossible hill.

After a bit more climbing more trees loomed ahead, I turned the vehicle to the left this time and saw a wall of trees ahead of us.  The car spun.

I found myself outside of the vehicle, holding on to a rope.  Easing the car down, I attempted to rest the front bumper against a rock jutting from the ground.  As I eased the car there I saw the rock sag forward, the car moved with it, towards a cliff just beyond it. 

I woke up just after this.

I think I also had a dream where I was working with a new person, or maybe it was Dave who has been working another job for the past few months...   Other than that nothing worth mentioning.

Interesting information.

So, I've been reading the book Journey of Souls by Michael Newton.

Its quite the interesting book, describing soul groups, guardians, teachers, among other things.


One of the things that caught my attention was the color scheme as it is described in the book, white being the youngest uneducated souls, up to yellow, dark yellow, light blue, then dark blue/purple.


I notice the color green is interestingly absent from this scheme, which is a healing color, so maybe it has less to do with the experience of the souls and more to do with them if they are a good healer or something similar?


This also reminded me of how in Luinbariel's aura drawings she was quite the purple color.  Just made me chuckle.  I am also reminded of the fact that alot of the descriptions of things in this book are quite alike to Luin's dreams about the matter of souls passing over into the afterlife.


Interesting information, as I said.

Interesting weekend

This weekend has been quite an interesting one for me.

I had a life reading over the phone.  Had some ideas confirmed, had some new ones tossed about, had others that were similar uttered, but that had their differences.

Not sure what to make of it all... But I was told this... My life is about balance, between logic and intuition... I can see this.

If I remember correctly one of the times that I had Luinbariel do a tarot card pull for me, it was all about balance, about finding what was going to work for me, when it came down to logic, and intuition, thinking and feeling.

The other interesting thing that came from that was the idea that my soul group, which is 3 others besides myself, were supposedly monks in a previous life.  Food for thought.

I also did a tarot thread for /x/ tonight, my first one.  Seemed to go really well, and was a fun time... I must remember to try this again.

More meditation imagery.

I was lying down for bed last night.  Relaxing as I normally do, slipping into a meditative state.

I noticed something that looked like intestines, or maybe worms?  Followed by teeth, they looked canine, it went from seeing the outside to seeing it from the inside of the mouth.

Don't remember much from my dreams last night though...

Whatever that was about :-/