Monday, March 12, 2012

Meditation symbols, Multiple dreams. What?

Okay...

So, Before falling asleep I saw an image while meditating.

It was of a tree, stretching up wards looking normal, but the bottom of it, where one would expect to see roots was more like two large roots coming from either end, looking more like fangs, or triangles.


I drew a rough sketch above, of what it was similar to.

I also did some energy work, saw some more baby blue background colors, did some shielding with specific instructions on who or what was allowed in, I specifically said to 'let the dreams come' while doing the sheilding.

I had a dream about being at work, where Rosi asked me to stay til 1:30 instead of staying til 1.  Fun fact, I got out of work early Sunday, 1PM, instead of staying til 2.  *shrugs*

Another dream was me being at home, taking vitamins.  For some reason I couldn't swallow the multivitamin. I kept chocking on it, and spitting it back into my hand, and it was melting quite badly. I attempted to take it one more time, and it ended up breaking in my mouth into three pieces, and one of them lodged into the back of my throat.  I remember spitting out two of them, and feeling the last one lodged there, chocking on it.  Reaching back into my throat I attempted to grab it with my fingers.

I woke up, made a recording of the dream on my DVR, and then went back to sleep. 

The next dream was also quite interesting.  I dreamed that I stole my brothers lighter from his room, and took it to mine.  While I was there I smoked a couple of cigarettes then grabbed something else. It looked like this.


It was tied with red yarn, and was quite dry, smoldered quite a bit, but stayed lit when it was dragged on.

I mention that it is similar to the thing that I saw while meditating, but it wasn't have the pointed edges at the bottom, though the thing in the meditation reminded me more of a tree, where this is a bound bundle...

I was smoking these things in my room, and it was quite dark... I remember seeing the color of the flame from the lighter dancing across the room when I lit one of these things.  The cigarettes didn't have much effect on me, but when I lit the bundle it felt like I had suddenly drank a whole six pack of beer in short order.  Buzzed and or drunk, I remember getting up, and going to my door of my room, and looking out into the hallway, I blew smoke into the hallway and watched it linger.  I looked towards my parents room, and closed the door, noticing the light was on in their room, but only near my mothers computer.

I sat down and relight the bundle, and noticed it seemed to have some sort of leaves on the edges of the sticks, but not down into the base. I took a few more puffs, and then the door to my room opened.  I remember shaking the stick and watching the embers go out, the smoke waft into the air.  I put it behind my bed, and took a leaf from a tree and put it next to it.  The lighter was still in my hand, still lit, even though I had a hard time lighting it the second time and I remember hiding it behind my back, I remember seeing the light playing off my arms, and closing the lid to put it out, but never being burned, or anything catching on fire even though I remember putting it down on my bed while it was still on.

My brother was in my doorway showing me a rope that was seemingly chewed though. it was alternating yellow/orange/black rope.  He went to go show my mother, and her door was now closed and he just walked into her room like he did mine.  I took the lighter downstairs, and it was really dark down there too.  My father was sitting in his recliner in the living room, and said hello.  I went and put the lighter into my brothers room and left it on his tower speaker.

I also barely remember having a dream about an angel like figure being chased down for one reason or another, but also remember believing that it wasn't me that they were chasing... maybe I was watching someone else being chased?

*shrugs*

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