Dreaming about cars, near misses, as far as accidents go.
I was on a road trip with someone. We ended up stopping at what seemed to be an abandoned lot. The person I was with got out of the car, ran into the lot and used it as a lavatory. Someone started to clear it out with a plow, and found the excrement and threw it at my car, I believe it landed on the roof.
From there I found myself driving, and the car in front of me pulled off into the left lane, I slowed down some and he almost sideswipes my car getting back into the right lane. I'm not sure what destination was in mind though.
I found myself with my father, and I was driving to work, and I parked in a parking lot, bu tit was a strange parking lot. I almost drove out of hte parking lot. I turned around found a parking spot. To the right of it was handicapped parking, and behind it was a parking spot that was reserved for a wrestler of some sort. There was a machine next to my car that was there for reading fortunes. I believe my father said it was Confucius sayings.
My father starts talking to some woman, I belive she parked in the wrestler parking spot.
Both of my brothers are there suddenly. My brother Doug was talking to some fat guy who was sitting on a bench, while Randy was saying how he taught Doug this or that.
Friday, February 24, 2012
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Weird dream.
I had a dream about a person who had a bunch of creatures or monsters contained within a white divided type of container, that looked like Tupperware.
I remember that one of them was something similar to an angel, and that I had caught it, and they took it from me, hugged me, then put it into the container with a bunch of others.
I remember another part of the dream where they were lying on top of me? Fully clothed I think, but it was seen from a third person perspective.
I think that I had 'seen' this container before falling asleep like in a vision maybe, but it was kinda strange.
I remember another part of the dream, where she used a knife pushed into the lid to open it, and it seemd to not take any damage... not sure what to make of any of this though.
I remember that one of them was something similar to an angel, and that I had caught it, and they took it from me, hugged me, then put it into the container with a bunch of others.
I remember another part of the dream where they were lying on top of me? Fully clothed I think, but it was seen from a third person perspective.
I think that I had 'seen' this container before falling asleep like in a vision maybe, but it was kinda strange.
I remember another part of the dream, where she used a knife pushed into the lid to open it, and it seemd to not take any damage... not sure what to make of any of this though.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Dreams from the nights of the 16th, and 17th
Lets see, night before last. I dreamed that the fish case was stocked with some fish, but mostly lemons... and also about a packet of pills, starting with a Z, the thought I had upon waking up was either anti-depressants, and with just asking a friend about those sorts of things they said either Zoloft or Xanax. One is an anti-depressant, the other is an anti-anxiety.
The other dream from that night was a bit longer. I was looking for books... Some of them seemed to be strategies for Starcraft, to be precise, Zerg strategies. I also found a fantasy book set in the Starcraft universe, also about the Zerg. I was in a bookstore looking at these things, and then found myself in a garage of some sort, and up in a second floor window, outside was the guy who owned the books. I was thinking about how I could pay him, when he was up there and I was down here...
Somehow I ended up finding one of my coworkers, Megan, and her boyfriend Adam. We were talking, though I don't remember about what, and I put my arm around her, while Adam was watching. He didn't react and somehow we ended up in a three way hug.
Last nights dreams were not quite as.... pleasant.
I was at work again. I was near the trash compactor, when I started to hear this clinking sound, one bit after another. I backed away from the entrance to the machine and watched as something resembling a sword came out of the opening, followed by another. I backed away from it and into the grocery back room proper. I turned away from the spider like creature made of metal and looked around me. The back room was in chaos. As I watched one of the larger power jacks was surging forward on its own, while an associate that works there was struggling to stop it. He lost control and let go of the machine. I ran forward grabbed the control stick and held back on the accelerator. It pitched back and forth as if it was struggling to move forward and backward at the same time.
One of the grocery personal looked at me when I grabbed onto the machine, and yelled out "I don't think you're authorized to use that machine!"
I looked at them in shock, then flipped up a button on the machine, and flipped the switch to an off position.
---
I then found myself outside, walking home. All around me where rolling hills, green as far as the eye could see. Close to me was another Market Basket, and in the distance, trees dominated the landscape. Walking past the pathway that led up to the store, I observed 3 individuals walking along the paved path. I looked past them and continue along my path, watching as one of the three dropped behind them, two walked in front of me and with a slightly faster pace move away from me down the path. the one behind me ends up tapping me on the shoulder. Turning to look I see Nick, someone I used to work with at Market basket. I then notice that I'm still wearing my deli uniform and Market Basket ballcap.
"Hey Nick, long time no see..."
"What are you talking about you just saw me a little while ago..." He replied.
I think back to the last time I had seen him, and realize that he is correct. (This is not true in reality however, but somehow was in the dream itself."
Walking along we chatted for a while.
-----
I found myself in a house. It reminded me alot of my grandparents home, except looking though the windows in the kitchen you could see into the backyard, which there wasn't such windows in their home. I could see a pool where the bedrooms should have been, and past that what looked to be a glass room further down, lit up. I saw my mother in the kitchen area, and she said that we would be staying two weeks. I thought to myself how I didn't bring any clothing, and how I wasn't even dressed to use the pool, when I looked down at my clothing to notice that I was wearing a pair of orange swim trunks (which I own in reality) and a black t-shirt.
Walking outside I now saw that everyone I had seen outside had left, except for my father who was in the aqua-jet portion of the pool. I jump in and swim around a bit, then when I'm looking to get out I see that I'm supposed to put one leg on the edge of the pool and pull myself out, that there was a graphic on the edge of the pool showing this method.
My father, was standing there and then for some reason the entire pool changed. Its no longer an underground pool, but an above ground one. The water itself didnt' change levels, so I'm standing in ankle deep water, and he shows how you can "open" the side of the pool, the water that was there stayed there and I step out onto the grass.
Then I woke up.
The other dream from that night was a bit longer. I was looking for books... Some of them seemed to be strategies for Starcraft, to be precise, Zerg strategies. I also found a fantasy book set in the Starcraft universe, also about the Zerg. I was in a bookstore looking at these things, and then found myself in a garage of some sort, and up in a second floor window, outside was the guy who owned the books. I was thinking about how I could pay him, when he was up there and I was down here...
Somehow I ended up finding one of my coworkers, Megan, and her boyfriend Adam. We were talking, though I don't remember about what, and I put my arm around her, while Adam was watching. He didn't react and somehow we ended up in a three way hug.
Last nights dreams were not quite as.... pleasant.
I was at work again. I was near the trash compactor, when I started to hear this clinking sound, one bit after another. I backed away from the entrance to the machine and watched as something resembling a sword came out of the opening, followed by another. I backed away from it and into the grocery back room proper. I turned away from the spider like creature made of metal and looked around me. The back room was in chaos. As I watched one of the larger power jacks was surging forward on its own, while an associate that works there was struggling to stop it. He lost control and let go of the machine. I ran forward grabbed the control stick and held back on the accelerator. It pitched back and forth as if it was struggling to move forward and backward at the same time.
One of the grocery personal looked at me when I grabbed onto the machine, and yelled out "I don't think you're authorized to use that machine!"
I looked at them in shock, then flipped up a button on the machine, and flipped the switch to an off position.
---
I then found myself outside, walking home. All around me where rolling hills, green as far as the eye could see. Close to me was another Market Basket, and in the distance, trees dominated the landscape. Walking past the pathway that led up to the store, I observed 3 individuals walking along the paved path. I looked past them and continue along my path, watching as one of the three dropped behind them, two walked in front of me and with a slightly faster pace move away from me down the path. the one behind me ends up tapping me on the shoulder. Turning to look I see Nick, someone I used to work with at Market basket. I then notice that I'm still wearing my deli uniform and Market Basket ballcap.
"Hey Nick, long time no see..."
"What are you talking about you just saw me a little while ago..." He replied.
I think back to the last time I had seen him, and realize that he is correct. (This is not true in reality however, but somehow was in the dream itself."
Walking along we chatted for a while.
-----
I found myself in a house. It reminded me alot of my grandparents home, except looking though the windows in the kitchen you could see into the backyard, which there wasn't such windows in their home. I could see a pool where the bedrooms should have been, and past that what looked to be a glass room further down, lit up. I saw my mother in the kitchen area, and she said that we would be staying two weeks. I thought to myself how I didn't bring any clothing, and how I wasn't even dressed to use the pool, when I looked down at my clothing to notice that I was wearing a pair of orange swim trunks (which I own in reality) and a black t-shirt.
Walking outside I now saw that everyone I had seen outside had left, except for my father who was in the aqua-jet portion of the pool. I jump in and swim around a bit, then when I'm looking to get out I see that I'm supposed to put one leg on the edge of the pool and pull myself out, that there was a graphic on the edge of the pool showing this method.
My father, was standing there and then for some reason the entire pool changed. Its no longer an underground pool, but an above ground one. The water itself didnt' change levels, so I'm standing in ankle deep water, and he shows how you can "open" the side of the pool, the water that was there stayed there and I step out onto the grass.
Then I woke up.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Sigils...
Ive been kinda lacking in doing esoteric things lately... so I got a kick in the butt, and have made a few sigils... one is hand drawn, and is above me currently...
The other is private as well, but was made on the computer... this was the second attempt and I think it looks better than the first. Much more compact.
The other is private as well, but was made on the computer... this was the second attempt and I think it looks better than the first. Much more compact.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Well... One of those days.
Well today ended up being one of those days it would seem.
Woke up and the only thing i could remember was looking though a hexagonal shaped webbing at someone wearing a raccoon hat. Not sure if it was a mirror, or a window, or what it could have been.
I think I might have also dreamed about work somehow... but not much in the way of detail to that one.
Work sucked. Someone called out, had to call someone else in, even with that person comming in an hour later than the called-out-shift, it was busy enough to the point where there wasn't much time to get prep-work done.
To top all of it off, my dog Suzy was supposed to have surgery today. She was taken outside, and I got a phone call while i was on my way to work "She laid down and won't get up" They managed to get her into the car, and called me again that she was being taken to the hospital. She died on the operating table, before the vet could even start the surgery.
R.I.P. Suzy. :(
The weird thing is. When I was leaving work, I knew by what my father had said that something had happened and as I was driving out of the parking lot I felt a pressure on my right shoulder. Not sure what to make of it all...
Woke up and the only thing i could remember was looking though a hexagonal shaped webbing at someone wearing a raccoon hat. Not sure if it was a mirror, or a window, or what it could have been.
I think I might have also dreamed about work somehow... but not much in the way of detail to that one.
Work sucked. Someone called out, had to call someone else in, even with that person comming in an hour later than the called-out-shift, it was busy enough to the point where there wasn't much time to get prep-work done.
To top all of it off, my dog Suzy was supposed to have surgery today. She was taken outside, and I got a phone call while i was on my way to work "She laid down and won't get up" They managed to get her into the car, and called me again that she was being taken to the hospital. She died on the operating table, before the vet could even start the surgery.
R.I.P. Suzy. :(
The weird thing is. When I was leaving work, I knew by what my father had said that something had happened and as I was driving out of the parking lot I felt a pressure on my right shoulder. Not sure what to make of it all...
Monday, February 13, 2012
Strange tides are flowing...
So... things are stirring up it seems. Old places are coming alive, people, friends, acquaintances and even some new faces popping out of the woodwork among the paranormal groups.
In the last few days I have personally had a few interesting conversations showing awareness among people that I wasn't actually sure were interested in the occult. Ive come back into contact with people that I thought had possibly long since moved on.
Some of these people are fun to be around, others are a bit more annoying, but in an odd way I respect their position and the way that they approach the occult, considering how different it is from my own.
Its interesting to notice that many of these people seem to have their own stories to tell about how things are 'heating up' or gaining momentum. Like over the last few weeks... a group I used to be a member of suddenly had its old leader pop back into things, he created one thread on a popular paranormal-related site and suddenly faces I hadn't seen in almost 9 months are back on my radar. Brought with that was the information that some people were active on Skype. I sign in on that and lo and behold there are people on there messaging me out of the blue and then rejoining said group's IRC channel.
Its just all falling together so quickly.
There is another 3rd group that I was a member of, and I believe they are watching this blog and you know who you are if this is true... A new face claiming to be a part of said group popped into IRC seemingly being very hostile and confrontational. I'm just pretty sure that this isn't the end of things, that they are only just gaining strength...
Makes me wonder what all of this will end up bringing in the future.
In the last few days I have personally had a few interesting conversations showing awareness among people that I wasn't actually sure were interested in the occult. Ive come back into contact with people that I thought had possibly long since moved on.
Some of these people are fun to be around, others are a bit more annoying, but in an odd way I respect their position and the way that they approach the occult, considering how different it is from my own.
Its interesting to notice that many of these people seem to have their own stories to tell about how things are 'heating up' or gaining momentum. Like over the last few weeks... a group I used to be a member of suddenly had its old leader pop back into things, he created one thread on a popular paranormal-related site and suddenly faces I hadn't seen in almost 9 months are back on my radar. Brought with that was the information that some people were active on Skype. I sign in on that and lo and behold there are people on there messaging me out of the blue and then rejoining said group's IRC channel.
Its just all falling together so quickly.
There is another 3rd group that I was a member of, and I believe they are watching this blog and you know who you are if this is true... A new face claiming to be a part of said group popped into IRC seemingly being very hostile and confrontational. I'm just pretty sure that this isn't the end of things, that they are only just gaining strength...
Makes me wonder what all of this will end up bringing in the future.
Friday, February 10, 2012
Tarot, Thoughts.
Three of pentacles , Present
Page of wands, reversed, Future.
Got that pull for the question "What is coming"
The card for the present is one that shows the three of pentacles with the master artisan putting finishing touches to a church mural or whatever. Its a card of completion, dealing with money and such.
The next card page of wands when it is reversed is generally negative, but doesn't seem to be very specific about what its portraying... Unless Luin has a better idea. I just feel too lazy to put the pictures in.
If I had to guess the first card seems to be dealing with success in money matters, maybe dealing with the job that I applied for and had one interview so far for? I haven't heard back from him yet.
The second??? I'm not sure...
I also cant help but feel that Ive been a butt lately. Towards Luinbariel in particular... Ive been so caught up in my own crap that Ive been bugging her about my problems way too much... I dunno... Just kinda came to my attention that *surprise* she might have her own issues to deal with and me talking about mine all the time is kinda a dick thing to do.
I guess I'm trying to say that I'm sorry... I appreciate all of the time that you do spend with me... I've just been way too needy lately and haven't been very understanding...
Page of wands, reversed, Future.
Got that pull for the question "What is coming"
The card for the present is one that shows the three of pentacles with the master artisan putting finishing touches to a church mural or whatever. Its a card of completion, dealing with money and such.
The next card page of wands when it is reversed is generally negative, but doesn't seem to be very specific about what its portraying... Unless Luin has a better idea. I just feel too lazy to put the pictures in.
If I had to guess the first card seems to be dealing with success in money matters, maybe dealing with the job that I applied for and had one interview so far for? I haven't heard back from him yet.
The second??? I'm not sure...
I also cant help but feel that Ive been a butt lately. Towards Luinbariel in particular... Ive been so caught up in my own crap that Ive been bugging her about my problems way too much... I dunno... Just kinda came to my attention that *surprise* she might have her own issues to deal with and me talking about mine all the time is kinda a dick thing to do.
I guess I'm trying to say that I'm sorry... I appreciate all of the time that you do spend with me... I've just been way too needy lately and haven't been very understanding...
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
More dreams.
Hmm.
Dreamed that I woke up at 8PM at night and got on my computer to find Luinbariel talking to another unknown nick in the IRC channel that we frequent. I mentioned how it was odd that I was waking up and it was 8 o'clock at night
Another dream was that I left my house at night and drove to the grocery store. I got in line and bought 2 packs of cigarettes along with another item and the total cost was 60 dollars. I gave them a 50 and a 10 and got a penny back. As I was paying for my items another customer attempted to walk behind the counter and was told to wait their turn and that they were not allowed behind the counter. I finished paying for it and left, and when i got outside I noitced that my brothers SUV was idling in the parking lot close to my car. The passenger door to my car was wide open and my brother opened the window of his vehicle and yelled at me.
Thats about all I remember at the moment.
EDIT: Was just reading my book, and it had a chapter about influencing people. It mentioned interviews, interestingly enough. Which caused me to remember this little dream.
I was looking at a website of some sort that had the names of the people that interviewed for the computer operator position. Under my name when I clicked it, it had only one bullet. When clicking on another persons name it had multiple ones, they seemed to be positive things about that applicant.
Hopefully not a foretelling dream I guess...
Dreamed that I woke up at 8PM at night and got on my computer to find Luinbariel talking to another unknown nick in the IRC channel that we frequent. I mentioned how it was odd that I was waking up and it was 8 o'clock at night
Another dream was that I left my house at night and drove to the grocery store. I got in line and bought 2 packs of cigarettes along with another item and the total cost was 60 dollars. I gave them a 50 and a 10 and got a penny back. As I was paying for my items another customer attempted to walk behind the counter and was told to wait their turn and that they were not allowed behind the counter. I finished paying for it and left, and when i got outside I noitced that my brothers SUV was idling in the parking lot close to my car. The passenger door to my car was wide open and my brother opened the window of his vehicle and yelled at me.
Thats about all I remember at the moment.
EDIT: Was just reading my book, and it had a chapter about influencing people. It mentioned interviews, interestingly enough. Which caused me to remember this little dream.
I was looking at a website of some sort that had the names of the people that interviewed for the computer operator position. Under my name when I clicked it, it had only one bullet. When clicking on another persons name it had multiple ones, they seemed to be positive things about that applicant.
Hopefully not a foretelling dream I guess...
Monday, February 6, 2012
Dreamin of socks?
Dreamed that I was at work, and someone walked up to me looking for a sock that they had lost. They were wearing one sock and I walked into recieving at work looking for it for them. Eventually they found what they were looking for and while I was there I found a pair of wool socks that I own in reality I picked them up and brought them with me. There were a few other articles of clothing there as well.
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Whelp...
I'm actually not sure what to make of any of it.
Ill just copy and paste cause its easier...
I should also mention I did some grounded meditation today. Seemed like some of the colors that I was 'seeing' were darker than they should have been, at least as far as the heart chakra, the throat, and the root. Not sure if that was just me or something that I should have paid more attention to...
[21:09:07] <@Lycaon> So, sitting downstairs eating nachos with my parents. My mother says "Seems like alot of activity around this place, lots of people wandering about"
[21:09:17] <@Lycaon> not sure if she ment inso much as spirit activity or what.
[21:10:29] <@Lycaon> Also, sitting downstairs watching tv with my brother as the parents watched the superbowl. I'm leaning on my left elbow, when that same shoulder suddenly felt like someone took a finger and just PUSHED down on it. Like literally enough pressure to cause me to fall deeper in that direction. Then a feeling like lighting coursing though that shoulder from the pressure down though the rotator cuff.
beyond that. I was talking to my older brother about what my mother had said. He didn't think she meant anything metaphysical, and said that he hadn't noticed anything lately... but I have on some occasions, shadow people and such, so I'm not sure what to think on that front.
Ill just copy and paste cause its easier...
I should also mention I did some grounded meditation today. Seemed like some of the colors that I was 'seeing' were darker than they should have been, at least as far as the heart chakra, the throat, and the root. Not sure if that was just me or something that I should have paid more attention to...
[21:09:07] <@Lycaon> So, sitting downstairs eating nachos with my parents. My mother says "Seems like alot of activity around this place, lots of people wandering about"
[21:09:17] <@Lycaon> not sure if she ment inso much as spirit activity or what.
[21:10:29] <@Lycaon> Also, sitting downstairs watching tv with my brother as the parents watched the superbowl. I'm leaning on my left elbow, when that same shoulder suddenly felt like someone took a finger and just PUSHED down on it. Like literally enough pressure to cause me to fall deeper in that direction. Then a feeling like lighting coursing though that shoulder from the pressure down though the rotator cuff.
beyond that. I was talking to my older brother about what my mother had said. He didn't think she meant anything metaphysical, and said that he hadn't noticed anything lately... but I have on some occasions, shadow people and such, so I'm not sure what to think on that front.
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Couple of dreams.
The night before last... I dreamed that I got my pacakge. I ended up getting my books that day.
Last night I dreamed that I smoked ciggerettes for whatever reason... The ash burned my lungs, and all of that, in the dream... quite uncomfortable. Though not the first such dream ive had like that.
Also on an unrelated note, I just wanted to say that today sucked. 9-7 is such a horrible shift, especially when its followed by a 6:30 - 1 the day after.
Feels like you get to literally nothing all day, get up, go to work, get home eat, watched a crappy movie... (BAD BAD BAD movie.) and now I'm going to go to bed... Did go online to see who was on, and thats about it.
I dunno... everything about today sucked though... I'm still holding out some hope that the guy will get back to me about the job at corporate. I really need to get out of that place.
Also, Ive been sick for almost 2 weeks, it will literally be two weeks tuesday. headache, sore throat, the whole 'ear thing' where its just buzzing/rinning and feels like its wrapped in cotton. Ugh. I just want to make it all stop.
Last night I dreamed that I smoked ciggerettes for whatever reason... The ash burned my lungs, and all of that, in the dream... quite uncomfortable. Though not the first such dream ive had like that.
Also on an unrelated note, I just wanted to say that today sucked. 9-7 is such a horrible shift, especially when its followed by a 6:30 - 1 the day after.
Feels like you get to literally nothing all day, get up, go to work, get home eat, watched a crappy movie... (BAD BAD BAD movie.) and now I'm going to go to bed... Did go online to see who was on, and thats about it.
I dunno... everything about today sucked though... I'm still holding out some hope that the guy will get back to me about the job at corporate. I really need to get out of that place.
Also, Ive been sick for almost 2 weeks, it will literally be two weeks tuesday. headache, sore throat, the whole 'ear thing' where its just buzzing/rinning and feels like its wrapped in cotton. Ugh. I just want to make it all stop.
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